Feelings...

2012-02-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

Why are you so cute and silly? It's making it harder for me to stop. :(
MOVED! :)

1st week of Jan

2012-01-05T16:52:00.003+08:00

So, this week is my first work week and it was actually quite boring, to be honest. I would wish that I was given work to do, but this whole week was just nothing but observation and I would just sit at one corner of the class and stone or chat a bit with suen or with the students. So yesterday and today, I ended work at 11am. It's almost like not doing any work. I really feel a bit apprehensive about getting paid during the training period because I'm really of NO help to them. :( Sigh, but tomorrow we would be staying in the church office for the whole day so hopefully, we would be given some admin work to do. :D ANd tomorrow, we'll be having our presentation!!! Hope that it would be smooth running. *winks* Till then!

New year resolution

2011-12-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hey! 2011 had been an awesome year, where I had my many first times with my friends.
First night cycling, first karaoke, first jb trip with friends, first time clubbing. LOL. It's quite an eventful year... ok maybe eventful month. Because I truly believe I live like a human finally after A levels. And I seriously don't think the end of times is coming next year. Oh please. The bible states that Jesus would come like a thief slowly in the night during end times. With everyone knowing end times is in December 2012, it's like announcing end times with a drum already! So it contradicts what the bible says and we're not gonna die next year. Whoever still believes that end times is coming next year, tell me, I'll give you a call in 2013 to say hi. :)

Ok my new year resolution.
1) Slim down. I'm really serious this time i'm going to run at the gym frequently.
2) Try to bring my ah ma to hokkien service.
3) Try to bring my mum to service regularly.
4) Love people around me, even people I dislike. (difficulttttttt)
5) Challenge myself to read the bible EVERYDAY.
6) Need to be more outspoken and less awkward. :)
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To be continued. ;)

It's been a tough year, but it ended well too.

2011-12-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

This is one hugeass long post.

It's christmas! Happy birthday to dearest Jesus. You are forever so loved by whoever believes in you. ;D Yep, it's been a tough and relatively crappy year cos it's A levels year. Whole year do nothing except to study. Weekends burnt because of tuitions and homework and camping in SP to study. And when I say camping it's like 10am-10pm kind, like a crazy mugger. People ask me out to play, I would say I need to study. Nonetheless, I still had my fun times with my friends whether during breaks in school, when mugging with loh suen, going to cell to meet all the people I love, having laksa with claudia or calling cheryl just to talk for hours. (haha maybe only 1.5 hours but still hours. lol) I've gained so much more than I should ever receive this year. And the biggest christmas gift came when my mother decided to come to church finally. I literally teared when I see her clapping her hands during worship. I know she only clapped as a show of respect, but still, I'm so touched by all the things God is working on in my life. I know the time is nearing when she would finally surrender her life to God because she just told me that she would be attending her friend's church again, probably a few weeks later.

Our god is SO SO real, nothing can ever prove that he's not real and not present. He knows us even better than we know ourselves. And probably also loving us more than we love ourselves. I'm obviously worried for A levels results, but I'm choosing to just let Him take over my worries. Whatever results I get, it would all be in his great plan for me. Of course I would feel upset if i did badly but I guess I'll get over it once I enter the university He wants me to enter.

Anyway, this post is just dedicated to God and my friends who have been supporting me throughout this whole year. Hehe here goes.
Loh suen: I seriously won't know how I can survive my A levels period without her. (Said it a lot of times already) She's like so much more disciplined than me, everytime I talk to her she will say 'study lah!' Thank God for her that I cut down my nonsense by half and spend more time on studying. When lunch and dinner time wass our most anticipated time of the day and we would crap and eat and gossip and laugh out loud at the same time. (but we will feel guilty afterwards for wasting time on talking. HAHA.) Best is the lunch time after Chem tuition when we would have math tuition 1.5 hours later. That time is really just talking because there's seriously no time to study and that's always the time I look forward to. HEHE thanks loh.

Cheryl: I think it's funny how we always say everything about our week on the phone and when we finally meet up, there would be nothing left to say. But somehow or another, we would still be able to find things to talk about. It's really difficult to find a friend who can talk about everything under the sun with you and is also always there for her friends in need. And we both know our chao kuan very well. (Our bad habits) Really thank god for putting you in my life, you've really been a huge blessing to to me. Thanks for the many many other things too which I've probably mentioned to you a million times.

Claudia: I really want to thank you for tolerating my nonsense and my insensitivity. Always misunderstanding you, but always forgiven by you even though you are not willing to do it easily. Without you, I wouldn't come to know God and I would be leading such a sad life with no meaning. HAHA and of course your all time nonsense can! Always saying something cute or pulling my fats on my arms. Terrible man. And of course my laksa, xiao long bao and suan la mian mate. Even though we won't be meeting each other frequently anymore cos we are splitting cell, I'm sure we would still be meeting each other to catch up. Right? LOL.

Guin: Although we both know that we are no longer as close that we used to be, still wanted to thank you for being so forgiving. Misunderstood you too and you explained yourself just to let me understand. Anyway just wanna let you know that I still love you and if there's any problems you can still find me. I'm not just a hi-bye friend you know? HEHE.

Shu wennnn: Thanks so much for being so funny! LOL tank your nonsense man! And you always use the word tank I think it's funny also. Hehe thanks for studying with me too and bringing in so much joy into my life. :D

Wang zhe: You've been such a mean friend but I still love you nonetheless. At first I really tak boleh tahan your nonsense but after that when I got used to all that, it was then did I realise that you've actually been a nice and caring friend. The notes you always write to us is so sweet and you've really brought a lot of laughter to me in my JC life. You won't see this post for sure but just wanted to pen it all down in case I forget you many years down the road.

Yanning: Oh my, the nicest person I've ever met in my life? So sweet and all. I've been ponning school like no tomorrow but you still wrote down all my homework for me in a post it, doing corrections for me, lending me your corrections to copy without me asking and just being so nice. I've never really met someone as nice as you and it was quite shocking at first. :/ Thank god for you really.

Cell brothers and sisters: Thank god for the cell He has given me and the time I've spent with them throughout this whole year. Thank god for the bonding sessions after my A's that bonded me with them. Now we are like shou dao pi gu lan. LOL. They've really brought so much fun and laughter into my life. Elijah with the constant lame jokes. The funniest is the town triangle can? I asked' Is this city square mall?' Then he said town triangle. Can don't laugh or not you tell me. Jia yu for always being so nice to everyone, lijie, grace and geena for being so sweet, shaun and leo for being so funny. Ai ya just everyone there and especially kelly who's so patient with us.

You all may or not read this, but just wanted to let all of you know that I love you all so much. I may not have many many friends but I'm more than satisfied with this amount of friends. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense, for my jokes that may not even be funny at times, for my insensitivity, for everything.

Many people would step into your life this whole lifetime, but there's only a few which would leave footprints in your life and you all have left footprints in my life. One whole long mushy post I also cannot stand finish reading it. LOL. K byeeeeeeeee.

Having fun under the sun!

2011-12-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

Hey! So, this week had been a really fun and busy week! And I'm lovin' it! Hehe. If you all know me well, you would know that I can't stay at home all day and just rot myself away. 1 or 2 days is fine but certainly not 4 to 5 days of rotting at home. If not I would go crazy. Yeah, so I managed to catch up with my primary school friend and watch 50-50. That show is just amazing! Amazing is an understatement to describe how good that film is. It's like a comedy, yet at the same time touching cos it's a true story of a guy getting cancer and how he fought it through. (With some additional humour scenes of course.) Yep! So catch the movie if you all can.

AND... I learnt some basic chords on the guitar from jia yu and kelly and it's really satisfying. HAHA, and I can play some slow songs also. Cool right, only a few days leh. But I'm still a total noob lah. I don't even know how to play the guitar and sing a song at the same time. Either play the guitar or sing the song. I just can't coordinate both together. :/ Oh and thank god for denise's guitar for me to practice playing the guitar at home. :) I want to learn the keyboard too actually. It feels great to be musically inclined. HAHAHA.

Oh, and I'm actually quite excited for my job next year at TOUCH. Though I haven't really understand what the job is about, but I think I will like it cos the timing for the job is flexible and it involves interacting with people which is kinda interesting. Like a trainer you know? Meanwhile tuition jobs please.

p/s: Dislike organising outings with low participation rate.
p/ps: Super dislike irresponsible people.
ppp/s: I may be volunteering at TYA! Yoohoo. One step closer to serving god. ;)

It's a starry starry night

2011-12-05T01:52:00.002+08:00

Hey yall. Since I can't sleep, I might as well blog. So this week, I've had my fair share of fun, going out everyday since A's ended except for Saturday and Sunday. BUT, just 2 days of staying at home already drove me crazy because it is OH-SO-BORING. I can't emphasise how much I want to leap out of my house to play and have fun in the sun but everyone's either overseas, working, or busy preparing for their exams. Sigh, and even if I found someone to go out with me, out of 7 days, I would still be at home for at least 3 days. Oh wait a minute, what I've said so far does not mean that I really need to play and waste money. I just need to get out of my house. So, conslusion is I need to find a job fast and pray to see where I can serve the Lord in instead of wasting my time watching dramas everyday. It's such a waste of time seriously.

And I badly want to teach home tuition, but after registering at over 15 websites, none got back to me. And even if they do, they don't call me back after calling me once to see if I'm interested. Someone give me tuition kids to teach please. I only have interest in teaching home tuition to earn money actually coz I just want to impart my learning skills to others. LOL.

Oh, and I havent mentioned why I can't sleep at this unearthly hour. It's because I took a damn long afternoon nap earlier today for 5 hours. 5 hours! Can you believe it? Only stupid people like me would sleep for 5 hours in the afternoon and then can't sleep now. -.- Absolute stupidity. Digressing, seeing all my friends going overseas just make me wanna go too. I wish they could pack me in their luggage but that will never happen. At least if I go overseas, 1 week would be gone quickly. :D But oh well, I need to be thankful for what I have instead of complaining of things I do not have.

This song is stuck in my head. It's like so nice and encouraging. "Ashes to Beauty"
''You turn ashes to beauty, mourning to dancing. Anguish to songs of praise.
Pour your spirit over me, let your love rain down.''

It feels like a dream

2011-12-02T11:08:00.002+08:00

Okay. So the long awaited 'after A's' is finally here. It was here two days ago actually. Time really passes really quickly. Still remembering my rants about how preparation for A's is so tough and I'm wishing 24/7 that it would all end quickly. And the amount of joy and freedom felt after A's is certainly much more than the feelings felt after O's. Even though life after A's is always overrated. (like I would be SO HAPPY after A's, but actually I'm just happy) But of course, it's not unwelcomed either. No one would ever want to experience going through A's again. (at least in my circle of friends) The journey is just tough, monotonous, and dreadful. Much much much more tougher than the preparation for O's. Because preparation for O's, frankly speaking could be done last minute. But oh well, it's all over now. The nightmare is over and it's time to welcome a new era.

Nonetheless, I would really want to thank all my friends in my JC life. Without them, it would be so tough to handle this JC journey. It had been short but also a sweet one. I'm always saying I won't keep in touch with my JC classmates, (because the amount of time I spent with them is less than 2 years) but I no longer think so now. I mean I'm already missing them now. If we don't make an effort to organise gatherings, I would never ever meet them anymore since there's no more school. Choir also left wonderful memories for me. The Gold with honours at SYF, full marks at the Slovakia competition, all these really left sweet memories for me about choir. :') And the nice J1 altos too, too funny to handle. HAHA. I guessed that's really the end of JC life. :)

p/s: I'm already missing the wangzhe who would be away till June and the bimbo loh will only be back 3 weeks later. :(
pp/s: Should I go for choir farewell?

The race has finally started after 2 years of prep work.

2011-11-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hey! It's an inappropriate timing to blog but I really had the urge to pen my thoughts down so here I am. After so many tedious months of studying the day we've been waiting for has finally arrived. It's finally 8th november. :D The agony's gonna end soon. Very very soon. Today's paper was alright...? *fingers crossed* There were of course some super terrible questions which I could not solve but also plenty which I could. So hopefully, I would still be able to do well? Provided that I have no careless mistakes. I hope everyone would be able to do well so that we could all enjoy our holiday happily. :) Anyway I came here to blog today coz I wanted to share that all of us just have to do our best and whatever we cant do, god would complete it for us. He would lead us to the path He had planned and it would never go wrong, even though it may seem unfair and bitter at first but God always has the best for us. Yup, i'm also writing this to encourage myself and to leave everything into his hands. YEAH! So lets go and finish this last lap of my JC life!

Life's a bed of roses if you think it is.

2011-09-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

Today's quite a happy day because I passed my chem with a D. Nothing really fantastic but at least I didn't fail. Thank God and cherry for her prayers. Ok now is the contradictory part. I'm also actually quite upset that my expectations for myself have dropped drastically. Last time, I would always aim for a good pass like maybe a C, B or A. But now, even a pass would send me flying to the moon. Plus, after seeing all the careless mistakes I saw in my paper, I wasn't that happy bout my D anymore since I know I'm actually capable of doing better. Ok, but since it's over already, I shall not dwell on it anymore and focus fully on A's. It's really coming real soon and it's time to panic. K bye I needa push myself even harder for this last 38 days to the final race. It's the final lap already and all of us need to finish it with a nice end. ;) Ciaos. Wont be back till A's are over.

Running the last lap

2011-09-23T18:42:00.003+08:00

Hello! Prelims officially ended yesterday and I managed to have a good rest! Paper ended at 9am yesterday so me and my classmates decided to watch Johhny English reborn! Omg I swear it's like the funniest show ever coz I laughed very hard throughout the show. I was so tired from laughing after that. Thinking of the show now makes me wanna laugh too. LOL. It's like funnier than the Mr bean movie even though Mr bean movie should be funnier than Johhny English since it's a long time comedy? HAHAHAHAHA I'm gonna rewatch it after A's. Anyway I don't know why, but I just can't study at home and it is frustrating. Thinking about how I studied at home everyday last time during O's just make me wonder why I can do it in the past but not now. :/

Oh anyway I did my chem MCQ yesterday and got it back today. Never felt so happy before coz I finished 40 ques for the first time in my life in JC. Usually, I wouldn't have time to finish at least 10 ques which is plain terrible. HEHE and I got back my MCQ today with 26/40. Not very high I know but it's the first time I got above 25 during a major exam. 2nd in class already so not bad lah! Hopefully I can pass all my subjects and get at least a C for one of the subjects? I studied like a cow for prelims so I hope I can see some results. :)

Ohhhhh and I'll be hitting H&M finally on sunday! I'm so going to buy a pair of shoes coz I seriously have no shoes to wear out. Always wearing the same shoes! And I must get some work done tonight if not I'll feel quite guilty for slacking for 1001 days. *exaggerating* YAY A's are going to be over soon! (Reverse psychology)

p/s Badly want to go overseas with friends after A's. :)))

2011-09-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! This week had been such a great week. ;) Been mugging mad like a cow but no stress felt at all. I'm a person who gets stressed up easily especially when it is related to studies. So, when I don't feel any stress at all, I know it is God. Never felt so satisfied before to study and feel accomplished with no stress.

And today, Im so proud of myself and Suen. We actually woke up at 7am to go start studying early in the morning! It's the first time we really reached SP at 8 plus to study! HAHA and we had time to have a good breakfast before studying. HEHE. What's so great about today is not just the studying part but the part where we went to clementi mall for dinner and decided to wait for my treasure to appear. I think I saw my treasure appear finally but I didn't get the chance to pray for her coz she was rushing for her bus but we managed to pray a blessing for a stranger! YAY so satisfied ok! We were loitering around, not daring to approach the guy to pray for him but in the end, we plucked up courage to ask him and he said yes for us to pray for him!PTL! I find it so touching that he said this after I ended my prayer for him. "I want to add this, may whatever you prayed for me just now be applied to you two and thank you for your prayer. Really appreciate it." Me and Suen almost cried ok, it was so touching. Okay, a bit drama rama but I'm was so touched by the Lord to be able to bless someone. At least I didnt only spend my day with my books but also spend it on blessing people. So happy lah! Nothing can describe how happy I am!

Addicted to God like a child addicted to sweets. ;D

This is our God. ;)

2011-08-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

Im utterly ashamed of myself today because I ps my study mates and came home to slack. I only wanted to sleep for an hour before I head to the CC to study but in the end, I slept like a log till 7pm. Horrible or what? I was just sick of studying everyday after school with little progress. Like my studying speed is super WOLS(slow). I can camp at the library for hours with only a wee bit of work done. Maybe it's cos I'm only focusing on one subject such that it made me feel that way? I'm not sure but I'm starting to feel like an engine breaking down soon. *Vrooommmmm eeeeekkkkk eeekk eeeekk* Like my productivity is going downhill.

Anyway yesterday was one of my most upsetting and disappointed day because many unpleasant things just happened one after another. I was so excited to pray for Rebecca's exam and yada yada for my church's 40up campaign and I was really motivated to ask her to come to church. But in the end, her response really came as a shock to me and I really felt like stopping my prayer half way. During the whole prayer, she just kept laughing and making the che sound like she's smirking or something and yayayayayayaya. And I felt quite horrible after that so much so that I don't even wanna see her face anymore. =( I was quite sad about it lah coz I really prayed very hard before I met her but in the end her response was like THIS. Meanwhile I can only continue to pray for her. Oh then later on in the afternoon, there were a string of events happening which made me feel like crap and an insignificant being which I won't mention here. Frankly speaking, I am still quite bothered about everything that happened yesterday.

Blah just feel like crap and shall stop here. Bye.

Frustrated and irritated

2011-08-11T18:27:00.003+08:00

Warning: Long grumbling post for me to vent my frustration do not read it if you are feeling happy.

40 UP has finally started and I'm finally going to do my prayer walk tomorrow! Excited yet nervous at the same time. Plus a bit irritated. -.- I was the one asking this girl called Pamelyn to do the prayer walk with me and in the end timing had been changed like multiple times and I have to ask her like 1000 times when is the fixed day and timing to prayer walk. Then to my horror, she's already planned the walk with the school councillor without telling me anything about it. Now there's a J1 boy from FCBC also which I know nothing of. How irresponsible is that? If I didn't ask her today I wouldn't be able to join in the prayer walk which I badly wanted to. Zzz no more asking me to do things with her. Then now I'm like the celefare(extra).

Can't stand you being so irresponsible, nonchalant and taking my words like a pinch of salt. Why do I always need to be the one to wait wait wait like as if I'll die without you. We need to talk soon and find out what's the issue here. Meanwhile, I need to pray because maybe it's just me.

Oh and I need to think of ways to bless my pre believing friends using the ibless cards. I hope I can really do something to glorify the Lord and not just sit around in church every week just blessing myself and only me all the time. KKKK bye.

2011-07-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

Results are back and I'm upset of course. But being upset doesn't change anything. You know? I really really hate to cry because that shows how weak you are and how lousy you are at handling stress. So, I'm gonna stop this emo nonsense. For now, I just have to keep studying and keep the momentum going. I need to pick myself up and stay positive!

I really miss the days when I'm genuinely happy and laughing like a ding dong everyday. So, I think I kinda lost myself and it's time to bring myself back. Kbye.

2011-07-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

I feel exceptionally good today after attending church coz it felt like the burden I had been hiding in my heart had finally been surrendered to the Lord. Like phewwwww. This afternoon was quite screwed coz I have no study mood at all. 0%. And I felt like crap seriously. Like why aren't I doing anything it's not like I scored tremendously well for MYEs. And during worship, I cried coz I couldn't take the exam stress anymore. I felt so sick of studying and yada yada. Thank God for Kelly that prayed for me I'm back to normal once again. =D I really like the phrase " God is in control of everything". I really really want to pass my MYEs but if I didn't I'm confident to say that I'll be minimally upset now because I know what I want may not be what God wants. All I need to know is that God has a plan for me and I'll just have to leave everything to Him after putting in my best. Finally a load off my chest.

It's also very nice to tell your troubles to claudia sometimes coz she's always there to listen. Except at times when she has a sian face. LOL. Thank God for the people He has placed in my life who's always there to listen to me whenever I need someone to pour out my troubles too.

Oh well, 4 more months to FREEDOM for about a year. And I shall persevere on till I see the seeds I sow turn into sweet smelling passion fruits. No more rotten fruits and feeling upset over MYEs. Im past that stage. HAHAHA. =D Bye.

When everything comes to naught

2011-07-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

I feel so disappointed that all the effort and hardwork I had put in during the June Holidays have produced nothing. I was aiming for at least a D or C for everything and now, I think I might just fail everything. Like come on man, not like I was playing like some slacker during the holiday. Please Lord, I just need to pass all my subjects or maybe Math and Chem coz I really put in my 101% to study those 2 subjects. D= It sucks to have put in so much effort and producing nothing. So much for the efforts to allow ourselves to persevere on by writing 'Study for fruits'. It's like quite funny now to think of it coz where are the fruits seriously? Rotten fruits I suppose.

And also I'm so irritated with my stupid nose that is always having infection. Like it will be super painful at least once a month? And then I'll need an MC to see the doctor regarding my nose and it's a vicious cycle coz I have 7 MCs this year already all related to a flu and fever or a diarrhea.
-.- And now Im on some long term medication to spray some medicine into my nose everyday and hopefully my nose will never ever get an infection again. =D

I've also developed a new habit of studying everyday. Once I never study, I'll feel super guilty. YAY good change. For now, I'll pray hard that my efforts would bear a little fruit and let me just pass. PLEASE.

Exam week

2011-06-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

It's the first day of MYEs and I'm so glad that it finally started because it would also mean that it's gonna end soon. In 4 days time. Cool? And I'm going to play like I never before for a short little week because I feel that it is what all JC students are entitled to after mugging our asses out during this June holidays. Okay, maybe I didn't mug my ass out but I did put in my fair share of hardwork just that I don't know why my pace is so slow it feels like I did not do anything much. Oh well, I can no longer do anything much so I'll just leave everything into God's hands. 100% Man, 1oo% God. Today's paper was alright but I'm not sure if I can pass which I badly want to. It's not very encouraging to fail any subjects just 4 months before A's. Right? Anyway I can't wait for this friday to eat katong laksa with claudia and have a good chat with her. Haven't been talking to her for a thousand years. And then go to cell. HEHE did I mention I'm loving cell a lot in my previous post? In just two days my relationship with the cell just went from okok to very good which is kinda amazing. YAY and saturday would be the sentosa outing and then off to church! =D Oh and I forgot to mention that I finally ate my first ever Ikea meatballs on friday. -.- Like a noob. It's heavenly and the pasta was also mouth watering. Hmmmmmm. I need to find people to go out with me on Youth Day too coz I need to be youth-fy and enjoy my youth. Not spending a holiday at the library at last. ;D

Okay ciaos.

June has come and go

2011-06-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

What a tiring yet fulfilling month. ;D And so happy to say that I managed to do what I want this holiday. Both catching up with studies and going out. HEHEHE I managed to have my picnic, a night cycling trip, watch kung fu panda, sleepover at cherry's and many little things. I think it's really satisfying to watch Pretty Little Liars after every mugging session at the library too. From 10pm-12am. At least I did not waste my day watching TV shows but watched it as a form of reward for myself. =D My only way of enjoyment. Anyway it's amazing that I didn't feel sad about this mugging month coz there's people like Suen who study with me everyday and Cheryl and my choir friends. Thank God for them because if not for them, I would be slacking away everyday at home doing nothing. Yes, NOTHING except SLACKING. Thank God seriously. =D I haven't eaten my meatballs from Ikea yet and I'm angry so I shall eat them after Mid Years and ask people to come with me plus a buffet!

Yay wonderful June I like. Who cares about life, life comes after A's.
(Haha kidding I care about having a life, and i will certainly play a bittttt while Im studying with my mouth that cant stop talking and laughing.)
And Im loving my cell group and God more and more. =D Byebye.

2011-05-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hello I havent blog for a month! HAHAHAHA and that's coz I've lost interest in blogging. Anyway nowadays I'm so proud of myself and certainly feel much better about myself because I actually find time to go out and study. *Pat on my back* It really feels so much better than just lazing around at home and not doing anything productive. And because I'm actually studying before I go out and play, I can play in peace. Yay and now I cant wait to stidy like mad and play like crazy too.

Here's the list of things to do:
-Picnic with JC friends
-Sleepover at cherry's house
-Buffet with cherry, claudidu and bimbo
-Hawker centre mass food session with choir mates

Here's the things I want to do but havent plan:
-Eat katong laksa
-Ikea's meatballs (never try before like a noob only)
-I want a sentosa trip again.
-Kelong trip with church (most likely will not happen)

Anyway I need to plan out a schedule for june holidays to play and study and who do I study with, where, which day study what. BUT IM LAZY.

Ok byebye and I'm stepping down from choir soon which makes me feel quite sad.

Life's in a mess

2011-04-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

Ever since I got back my PW result, every single minute I spend on this earth feels like hell. I mean what did I do to deserve this? My whole group got an A except for me. I put in my fair share of hardwork too. It wouldn't feel so sour if I weren't the only one in the group to get a B. This is the 1st time in my JC life I've felt so depressed coz what we are talking about here is an A level result not some internal school exam's result. If it's a school exam's result, I can still comment things like' This one also not A level result!' Haha, but the brutal truth is YES IT IS AN AN A LEVEL GRADE. However, this incident has also shown me who are the ones that genuinely care for me and who are those that pay only lip service. It's really touching to hear my friends all saying they want to treat me to some food or drinks after knowing my result. (Not that im a cheapskate wanting free food coz i didnt accept their offers) It's also really nice to have friends for me to pour out my sorrows. For that, I still want to thank God from the bottom of my heart for the B grade as through it, I am able to see the concern from my friends and even family members. It's really heartwarming to hear my mum say go appeal lor if you really think there's a chance. I seriously thought she wouldn't allow me to appeal coz we need to pay a fee of $100 which is not very cheap. So, it's still TGIF! Thank God for everything bad as everything happens for a reason! I must and will move on. This may even be a blessing in disguise that motivates me to work even harder for the A's. So everyone who didnt get your desired grade lets all put it aside and move on. Life is certainly not only about PW. There's still so much more things we can do in life. =D Phew after typing this post out I feel so much better. HAHA. So encouraging for myself also. =) I'm not going to let PW defeat me. =DDDDDDD BYEBYE.

2011-02-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps! Im supposed to only use my com for 1 min but it's been like 20 mins already. =/ WTH shall go do my homework after this post. HAHA anyway this week is quite a funny week coz I came to know some open secret. HAHAHAHAHAH oh man thinking about it just makes me feel like laughing coz it's just so ridiculous and hillarious i cant believe that thing actually happened. Want to know? Im more than happy to share but not here coz im scared that person will know im laughing at that thing. -.- And cherry the fruit can you stop being a busy woman? I havent talked to you for a eons of years!

Anyway choir is going on full blast starting from next week! Exciting but tiring at the same time. D= Exciting coz when we can sing the songs nicely i can literally feel that i am in the story the song is trying to portray. HAHA. Oh and history sucks like mad now coz my stupid history teacher just punished us to do 2 essays just because our energy level in her class is low. LIKE WHAT? Is that even a valid reason to punish people? Our tutorial has only 4 people how does she expect us to be high during her lesson lor! She's ridiculous ttm. And the worst part is that we have another history essay for paper 1 to do plus a history test next wed. Are we like on planet history? Im like bombarded by history assignments. D=

OPPPPS i almost forgot the funniest thing that happened today. My GP teacher is so cute and funny! Today we were laughing abut some things and then all of a sudden he said " Eh eh eh stop laughing! Everytime you all laugh, i feel very self conscious. I will wonder if you all are laughing at me. I'm a very serious person ok? Not a comical person." Right after he said that, he said" Ok now let me tuck in my stomach and pull down my shirt so that i can look serious." *tucks in tummy* LOL! How can he be serious when he's tucking his tummy to make him look serious!?!?

Ok byebye!

*Stop acting like a baby. Thanks.

2011-02-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps! This week has been a tiring but awesome week! Hehe coz it's orientation 2011! Cool or what. This week is quite a happy week coz I have been laughing till my jaws almost dropped. LOL. Everything is fun and funny at the same time. I like to disturb people so that I can have a good laugh if you people dont know. HAHA so beware when I'm with you coz you are sure to be embarrassed hehehehehe. And it's really a nice feeling to see the J1s enjoying orientation and especially when my alliance won the best alliance! HEHEHAHAHOHOHO. Auxo is the best man! Anyway homework is piling up like nobody's business so tomorrow shall be named homework day! =D

Anyway nowadays i really like going to church because i will feel refreshed and recharged after church. Anyway today's service really spoke to me. It's high time i stop grumbling and just get on with life and count my blessings and not what I don't have. And i need to learn how to let God's love be filled all over me so that i can also love my neighbours, even those that i used to dislike. I also need to learn how to rely on God whenever im facing difficulties so that i wont feel stressed up!

I think that's about it orientation photos are all on facebook! BYEBYE. Miss orientaion. (It was the last time I could really play. D=)

2011-01-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hello people im here to blog again! WHEEE~ Anyway i just realised my blog posts all sound very childish upon reading it a 2nd time but when im typing it, it feels alright! Okay i think it's coz my tone is just too informal which is good! Blog post is supposed to be informal right? =D

Okay, anyway i just feel like blogging all of a sudden coz im feeling very stressed up over friendship issues. I always get irritated by this person coz she's always doing nonsense to upset me. -.- Like really ridiculous things and make me feel like saying WTH. Why am i even tolerating her nonsense? Plus i already told her what im angry about earlier this morning and she thinks there is nothing wrong in her doing hurtful stuff to me.

So anyway this incident made me realise that im always going on a mood rollercoaster coz of friendship issues. So it's like friends are like everything to me and i place too much priorities on them. HAHAHA so main point is i think this sudden realization is from God you know! Like God is trying to tell me to ask Him to change me during the upcoming encounter camp! Change me and allow me to put God above everything and i will no longer go on a rollercoaster together with my friends' actions. Im really easily affected by friends you know! I dont know how to explain that but it's irritating to me now that im so easily affected. My close friends will know how dependent i am on friends ever since sec 1. Lol.

Yes! So God is really true coz you know why? My cell leader was asking us to ask God for anything and to solve our problems but i cant think of any problems coz i was leading a happy life. Haha then until today did i realise i have a mega huge problem which has been tagging along with me for years. Im gonna rip it out from its bud after the encounter camp and im really going to be a changed person after the camp. =DDDDDD Oh gosh! Cant wait for the encounter camp to come! Im really really excited to see what God can do for me!

BYEBYE peeps. Oh and orientation is coming, i cant wait!

2011-01-11T10:32:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps. Anyway im having a fever cum sore throat with blood. Disgusting ttm. And it's getting irritating coz i want to go to school but my body doesnt allow me to. It's like somewhere around noon i will feel super tired and my legs will turn wobbly and it's just dramatic. -.- *irritated mood*

Im also super confused about tomorrow because there's open house and then im not sure what i have to do! Like do i go to the choir room first or OHF's room first? Everything's confusing when you are not in school to ask people.

Ok byebye.

2011-01-07T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hello! It's 2011! It's a whole new year with a brand new start. Im gonna promise myself im not going to be procrastinating anymore. If i say i want to finish something today, i MUST do it. It's difficult but i'll try. And i really really really want to start reading the bible real soon and i hope i can do it when school reopens. Like reading it daily when im going to school?

Anyway last year had been a great year for me coz i finally understand and believe the phrase: 'God is faithful.' For the past few years i havent been going to church and cell coz i dont want to and im lazy. However, last year by some weird reason i replied 'Ok im going to cell' to claudia when she asked me. HAHAHA i think that's quite funny because claudia told me she was shocked and she expected me to spin up some excuses again to reject her invitation but in the end i actually said ok. And that was the start of me attending church and cell regularly and also me turning into a member of the cell instead of just a guest. Last time i always felt quite sad when they always treat me as a guest for all the events. HEHE. So im no longer a guest!!!!!! =DDD

Ok and i actually survived J1 and didnt drop out of school due to stress and whatever nonsense. Haha and i made lots of new friends in 2010 and last year's birthday was so much more different from past years coz i received my first balloon! =D And also thank God for me still staying in contact with friends who are important to me. I was seriously afraid i cant stay in contact with them anymore (my sec school friends) after leaving secondary school. But it didnt happen and in fact, we became closer and met up oftenly? Coz we are all in different schools with busy schedules and it's still amazing we are still meeting up for 'a cup of tea'.

I really like to use the phrase 'Meet up for a cup of tea'. Not that i really meet them for teas but it just mean chit chatting and catching up on each other's life. Normally turning into a nonsense and mass laughing session. Ai ya anyway just thank God for everything. Really everything. Even simple things like me still being alive is already worth thanking the lord. =)

oh ok talking about THIS year. As in 2011, I went for OGL workshop for 3 consecutive days and it was mad tiring. I wake up at 6am and reach home at 10pm. Spending 12 hours in school jumping and dancing and singing and shouting. And i went with a 'OMGoodness why did i even sign up? I'm not those vocal person who can dance and sing and shout coz im very shy' mindset. If you know me well, you will know that im actually very shy but actually inside me i dont want to be shy and i am actually not. So it's like once i know you more, i will no longer appear quiet lah. So anyway, im so glad the OGL workshop is like so high 24/7 so i sort of have a personality change? Like im no longer feeling awkward after a few hours of cheering and whatnot. =D Wheeeee and my alliance is the best i think it's so bonded and everyone inside is funny. Bonded as in not those gaga bonded for show one. Haha i dont know how to explain also.

Okay to sum up this week it's just tiring and my homework is still a mountain high and i dont care anymore i will just chiong and do and see how much i can finish since i have so many breaks in school, i can jolly well do in school lor. My first period on monday starts at 11.15!!!???!!! so i'll just do in school. HEHE. Okay byebye im going to school now. =D

2010-12-23T16:28:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming in 2 days' time! Wheeeeee so exciting. Let me hum you my favourite tune. "Christmas is coming the goose is getting fat. Please put a penny in the old man's hat if you havent got a penny then a ha' penny will do if you havent got a ha' penny then god bless you! God bless you! God bless you!" HAHA this song is called caroller's medley. Very cute right! I like the part"the goose is getting fat" especially! HAHA shouldnt it be the turkey is getting fat? I also not sure why they sing goose. Hehe.

Anyway there's choir today and it was quite nice coz we sang no importa la distancia and all of a sudden choir felt homely once more. Okay and i was actually feeling quite lost and empty earlier on coz these few days i have been rotting at home like a bird being caged up and i felt very lonely and sad. I dont even know why im caging myself at home until a while ago when i realised it's actually coz im LAZY. I turned down all my friends asking me to go out and simply gave them a reason im lazy. Then byebye. After staying at home everyday these few days i decided i dont want to be lazy anymore coz it's so scary to realise that you are actually alone when you stay at home everyday, not wanting to go out. Luckily cherry called me just now and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness is gone. If not i would have gone bonkers staying at home everyday.

Oh and i miss claudidu and bimbo loh! I havent met them for 2 weeks already! Anyway im glad for the next 6 days, im gonna be busy like anything, having my fair share of fun in the sun. Phew, finally going out to have fun and not staying at home (just because im lazy!) and wait for depression to come and find me. Tomorrow-caroling, saturday-morning service + caroling and shopping at orchard coz it's christmas! And also coz i have 5 hours break in between the caroling. Sun to Tues-chalet (cell retreat) Wed-christmas party cum sleepover! HAHAHA ok so excting right! Meanwhile i have to finish my homework so that i can have fun. BYEBYE

p/s:I know why im feeling empty already maybe it's coz i havent return my donation envelope and im super guilty and confused!

2010-12-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

Hello! Im back from Bangkok and im missing that place. Anyway i think it's funny both me and cheryl came back on the same day and then after that it's claudia's and suen's turn to go overseas. So it's like an overseas chain or something. Oh anyway i went motor boating and it was fun like anything! There were frequent bumps made by the huge waves and it's so exciting coz im always afraid that the boat would capsize. HAHA but it didnt lah and i dont think it would. Plus the things in Bangkok is so cheap i would wish i actually bought more things back if time allowed at that time. And you can actually bargain and buy things at a 50% cut easily! That's like super amazing and fun when you manage to get cheap and good buys. Ok i will upload photos on facebook if i have time. =D

Anyway holidays are ending soon and i feel so sad. D= I have barely started on my homework and the holidays are ending. Anyway i need to find the homework mood so that i can chiong all my homework. Current mood: Lazy Okay byebye.

2010-12-08T15:48:00.003+08:00

Today is a toilet day. -_-" I have food poisoning lor! I lao sai for 10 times already i think. Today and yesterday and the doctor says most likely it's coz of the sushi buffet i ate on monday. Hai ya who ask me to stuff food into my stomach like nobody's business. Anyway there's choir tomorrow and for the first time, i really really really want to attend it coz i want to show them that im no longer a poner and im not going to skip practices anymore coz i think the committee is really upset with us. And then now that i want to repent and go, im having diarrhoea. I hope i can get well by tomorrow and attend.

Oh and i must must must must get well soon coz im flying off this sunday! If i dont get well how am i supposed to shop there and eat there? Especially all the tom yam soup and spicy food in Thailand. Hai ya but im still thankful to the lord coz i prayed that my fever would subside by today and it never came back! Amazing right. =) HAHA and something else to add on. We were supposed to watch Tangled yesterday! (Green Club) But we forgot all about it and claudia suddenly told me this morning and im like OH YES! I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT! HAHA so funny normally i would remember all these going out stuff but this time i forgot. Must be because of my diarrhoea. Anyway even if i remembered, i wont have the strength to walk out of my door.

And the sleepover at ah hui's house was like a torture session coz we were not allowed to sleep but we slept in the end coz we were too tired. Anyway it was quite fun catching up with ah lau. Okay byeeeeeeeee.

2010-12-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO. Im feeling super duper scared now coz i dont dare to answer my president's call. D= He called 3 times already! I shouldnt not go to choir today coz i want to sleep a whileeeeeee more. Anyway when i woke up, it was already 12 plus so there's no more chance of regretting already. Hai ya howwwwwwww. I promise this is the last time. He's surely gonna scold me till i die.

Anyway i painted my nails for the christmas season! HEHEHE but as it is painted by yours truly, my nails look horendous because they are messily painted. Hmm actually the left hand nails are nice but the right hand nails look like shit. -_-'' Coz i painted the right hand nails with my left hand so it looks like shit lor. Now when i look at my nails i feel as if christmas is reaching me soon! Accompanied by my favourite carol It's beginning to look a lot like christmas! HAHAHAHA now i no longer feel that scared but im still scared! Lol... Anyway bimbo loh paint it christmas colour soon! okay bye.

2010-11-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so confused now because i have so many plans in mind and things to do im afraid i would forget them easily. Everyday there's bound to be things waiting for me to do so i seriously need to start writing them all out one by one. Anyway there's flea and universal studios for me this saturday! HEHEHE. So exciting right. How i wish those 2 events can be on separate days so that i can play 1 full day at the universal studios. D= I also want to go for the flea so hai ya i can only play for a few hours at the studios. YAY and im gonna have a sleepover on the 6th and i can have a 'the night is still young' party. HAHA. =D

Oh so this time at the flea im gonna make bracelets. Customised one and hopefully i can earn money so that i can spend them on food and shopping. EXCITED TILL I CANNOT SLEEP! I want to eat lots of jap fooddddddddddd. Anyway i aim to finish my homework by 10 dec so that after im back from Bangkok i can slack all the way. I need to pack my study room and file my worksheets this holiday too. Tsk so many things to do so little time. =SSSSSSSSSSss

Ok byeeeee i have lots of things to say actually just that i forgot most of it.

2010-11-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

Hello! The holidays are coming and im so excited! It's reaching me in a day's time. (Holidays should have started eons ago not a day later. D= ) Anyway choir days are not as many as i had expected so i will go for most unless it clashes with my plans. =))) And there's gonna be another flea coming soon and im gonna join it again. MUAHAHAHA. So exciting and this time im gonna make bracelets. Come and support man im gonna go with cherry and i hope it will be successful!

Anyway i had thousands of things to blog about a min ago but i forgot most of it. Hmm so anyway im feeling quite sad now coz 2moro i end at 10.15 but there's choir at 3.30. The point is if i have friends with me i wont feel that sad but my classmates and choir friends have lessons till 12.15 so i have to be alone for 2 hours. So i would most likely go home coz i dislike being alone unless i feel like being alone on that day. But i cant pon anymore choir practices coz i want to pon the thurs one since there's cell. Ai ya today have enough worries so let tomorrow worry for itself. (not that i have worries today just that i wanna use this phrase. =D ) Sianness and i havent memorise my scores. I should just go and eat toothpaste.

Oh yessss i remembered some parts of what i want to post already. There's so many activities this holiday but i have no TIME! I need at least 2 weeks for homework coz i will surely do it slowly, but im also going overseas, chalet, sleepover, shopping, flea, go chill with people, eat buffets and there's also choirrrrr. Okay i need to draw out a timetable as well as to file my notes and pack my study room.

So many things to do yet so little time! Ok anyway i want to watch rapunzel, harry potter and gulliver's travel too. Tsk i should seriously stop thinking about playing. BYE i will write a timetable soon.

2010-11-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

Oh no im so flustered now coz i just realised that there is christmas carolling on 26 and 27 oct which is next week! And i have been lazy everyday so i didnt bother memorising my carols! OH NOOOOOOOOOO. I need to memorise now but im still lazy. Anyway this week is just plain tiring. There is sandcastle building and then rushing to cell and a day of CIP plus flea on consecutive days! Phew, just glad that this week is finally over. Oh talking about the sandcastles, we are not talking about those 'mini children build' sandcastles, we built those giantic ones ok! We have to carry buckets of water from the sea, then pour it onto the sand and press it and pour dry sand again ... Wah it's super tiring but it's worth it coz our class won the best sandcastle award! HEHEHE. I hope Jinglin will post the sandcastle photos up on facebook so that i can see them!

Talking about yesterday, i went to YWCA to play with the kids for service learning. Anyway i think the kids there are my worst nightmare as well as my sweetest dream? HAHA. Nightmare because they are so naughty and rude! Nice dream coz they are super cute and funny! It's so interesting to observe what they are doing! I laughed till my stomach was aching yesterday when the kids were doing stupid things! HAHAHA. Okay and my buddy was so rude to me i felt super sad! I asked her if she wants to be a bunny girl for the fashion parade then she was like ' WHATEVER' x 10 HAHA luckily my face turned black and she was guilty or scared (i dont know) so in the end she became nice to me! =))))) Therefore the conclusion is a black face works at times! =D

Ok byeeeee.

2010-11-16T20:30:00.003+08:00

WHEEEE tomorrow is a picnic day and im gonna wake up early to make pizza. =) And thurs is going to be a shopping day with the wang zhe, hui min and yanning! Anyway i didnt go to school today coz my nose was still hurting but i went to cheryl's house coz it's bored to stay at home. HEHE and i have nice nails now. Her skills not bad next time ask her help me paint. LOL my painting skill like so blehhhh.

Anyway i think i have the best mum on earth. haha. Everything i want, if my mum can afford it, she will buy for me once she gets her bonus or salary. And if i say i want to go out shopping, go eat etc she will surely give me money. Plus when i told her im going to the flea to sell things she still help me ask her friends for clothes rack. She did so many things for me so next time i need to give her a good life. haha. She's super good except that she nags like there is no tomorrow. hehe but anyway nagging means she's concerned about me, so i shall stop complaining bout her nagging.

OHHHHH and i bought a new pair of shoes and it's so pretty. Cant wait to wear it out. haha. Okay byebye!

p/s: claudidu udders has an ice cream flavour called earl grey you know! You should go eat it someday!

2010-11-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

I drank KOI for the first ever time today! And i dont think i will drink it anymore in the future coz it's kinda overated and doesnt really taste nice to me. Anyway it's still quite a good experience. =) I went to the polyclinic after that coz my stupid nose bone is painful. It has been painful for quite a while already just that im lazy to see the doctor. Anyway i decided to go and see today coz im quite scared that i may have nose cancer or something. Luckily, it's not and i only have a nose infection. Phew.

Anyway, im gonna meet up with my primary school good friends next week to go and chit chat. HAHA quite excting coz i havent met one of them for years. The other one is in the same school as me but we seldom talk in school. Wheeeee. Oh and i want the holiday to start now and i really mean now. I have no mood for school and i would rather stay at home to do homework than to go to school coz going to school means i have to wake up earlier. HAIZ holiday.

Okay, im so looking forward to playing like siao and someone please remind me to bring raffia string, take clothes rack, to buy food for my pizza, take my mail from post office and pay polyclinic? How come iphone no notes on standby one??? I dont know what i can do to remind myself to bring those stuff. Anyway byebye.

2010-11-14T11:17:00.002+08:00

Hello it's a nice Sunday morning! Anyway i missed out a whole lot of fun yesterday. D= The people who went for the walk said it was fun like anything while im cooped up in school to sing. =`( Anyway next year if there's the walk i would go for sure man even though it's the A levels period. Should exercise in times of examinations also right? HAHA good excuse. =) Oh and i have to memorise 15 christmas songs by next sat so i need to start memorising now. ANDDDDDDD the holiday homework is piling up and soon it would be as tall as a mountain but im not gonna start now coz im lazy. I'll most probably start when the holiday starts and pull claudidu with me to do work since she has lots of assignments also. Anyway whoever wants to join in the assignment cum homework session feel free to join. LOL.

Oh and there's gonna be a _______ next wednesday! Guess what's the ______? It's a P.I.C.N.I.C, PICNIC! At long last, there's finally going to be a picnic. I've been waiting till my neck is now as long as a giraffe's one. HEHEHEHE. Picnic. LOL. Im gonna make some pizzaaaaaaa. No bringing of tidbits won!

Anyway this holiday is kinda exciting coz there's lots of activities. There will be chalets, picnics, buffets and shopping trips and many more lah. So i must finish all my homework by end of November (dream on) so that i can play.

OH and i forgot to mention yesterday's service kinda spoke to me. Like everything the pastor said just knocked some sense into me and made me reflect my actions. Anyway i went for alter call too so i have to honour the promise i made to God yesterday. I promise i'll try my best to salvage the current situation but just give me time. I believe very soon, we'll be okay again like how we were last time. Ok byebye!

2010-11-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

The OP week is over which means lectures are starting tomorrow and it's kinda sian. This week feels like the holidays? Because i dont have to do any homework and i can slack till i drop except for the first few days of this week which i have to prepare for OP. Anyway OP is over and i miss doing it with my group mates. They are all so funny and lame it's impossible not to be happy when im doing PW. HEHE. Oh and you know what? Choir is rushing towards me with its full engine. After PW's over, choir has come to take over its place! I think there will be 4 choir prac per week starting next week and it's quite scary and tiring. Not that i dont enjoy choir, i actually do enjoy singing *lalala* but then 4 times a week is just tiring lor. Nevermind i need to learn how to love it even more to not grumble.

Oh and i feel so apologetic and guilty now that i actually did not know it was rebecca's birthday yesterday. The worst part is when i saw her yesterday, i said everything under the sun to her except wishing her happy birthday! Oh man, i need to make it up to her this sat by getting her a nice birthday gift. She was so nice to remember mine and mandy's one and even gave us awesome gifts but then here we are not knowing her birthday. D= I think im going to buy her a bag or something coz her bag is old already. Im super sorry and i dont think she will see this but im still guilty. I think she's one of the nicest person i've ever met on earth other than yanning. LOL i doubt there can be anyone nicer than them.

Okay byebye.

p/s: YAY i dont have to go for choir next sat coz i have SL project and flea! First time im able to evade choir without the president nagging.

2010-11-10T16:41:00.003+08:00

YAY! Today is my OP day and PW is finally over. It's been a long and tiring year i cant believe how i managed to survive this PW. Anyway i will miss having PW with my groupmates and talking crap with them. D= Kudos to no more butterflies in my stomach! It's tiring to feel scared every single day. HEHE. Anyway my iphone has arrived! WHEEEEEE. But my friend says even maid has an iphone now so im no longer as excited as before. Nonetheless, im still thankful i can have a new phone! BYE for now!

Anyway i dont know why im feeling this way. I feel so sick and tired of you i dont even want to pray about this issue. I dont even feel like praying that we would clear the bad air and that we would become friends again. I know that satan is controlling me, making me sin but i just cant bring myself to pray. I pray for everything under the sun except this. Pray for everyone's well being except yours. Someone please pray for me? I dont know why im acting this way coz it's quite horrible to be controlled by the evil side of me.

2010-11-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

2nd post of the day! Anyway, i find it so sweet when parents say i love you to their kids. It's so nice and sweet it makes the children feel that they are actually treasured and loved. HEHEHE anyway i decided to post this after looking at Bimbo loh's blog! Her mum actually says 'i love you' to her when she was young. Maybe now still have? I shall go kpo kpo ask her. =D It's so nice and i hope my parents could actually say it to me when im young so that when they say it now i wont find it weird. D=

ok conclusion of this para: Next time i WILL say 'i love you' to my child every day! HEHEHE stupid post but i shall do it next time for sure! Then i will sob when they say i love you back to me when im an old woman.

Oh yes! Teens xcite today was kinda cool coz it's really for the young by the young service and everything is short and sweet and cool. -__-'' But too short for my liking but cool can already. Adult service is better but the teen service gives out prizes every week and they are seriously ATTRACTIVE. Today, they gave out 3 starbucks voucher worth $35 each, 1 ipad, 1 olympus digital camera and 1 creative speaker! The ipad is the BOOMZ one lah! Plus you know what, for the next 3 weeks, they will be giving out another 3 more. Im so gonna win one but i dont think i can and i dont know how. You can only win by a lucky draw but i dont know how to get involved in the lucky draw. =S Ai ya i want an ipad leh. If it's free i want but if i have to buy it i dont want. So dont say things like 'go buy one yourself!' Because i actually think ipad is a luxury good and not a neccessity so no point buying such an expensive gadget. Rightttt? Wah cant believe im actually typing something so profound. *self praise*

Okay im in the 'i want to play some computer games' mood now so ciaos!

p/s: i want to go for the ilovesingapore walk but there's choir that day too. D=

2010-11-06T12:07:00.004+08:00

Wheeeeee people. Yesterday's cell outing was quite fun coz i won 2 matches of monopoly deal due to my perfect scheme. =D HEHE i managed to make people believe that im not gonna win so tada~! Oh and Mind cafe's lasagne was super good. It's cheesy and flavourful and (use all the nice words you can think of). Anyway i hope the next outing would be a picnic! Maybe i shall ask my classmates to go with meeeeeeee.

Okay and you know what? I cant wait for 20th november to come coz cheryl and her sis are going to have a booth at the flea and i can go help out! I like to persuade people to buy things coz i think it's fun. =D Hehe. Oh and only until yesterday did i know that the things in Bugis is really super cheap! How can someone ever buy a dress for only 10 dollars? Thats like just amazing. Plus the material is quite good not those thin thin one. Okay, byebye shall post some pics up now. *photo spam*

This picture is so cool dont you think? Backstage scene. HAHA.

2010-11-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

It's a happy little day.

Anyway the picnic is really cancelled. D= It became a minds cafe sort of outing. Nvm lah can go out can already. =D

Okay on a lighter note, i got back my result slip today and my rank points is 48 plus there write i pass all my subjects! Okay 48 may sound nooby to some people but im already very happy to get this amount of rank points. It is like 6 times my rank points in mid year can! I got 8 points in mid year which was like WTH i just feel like dying coz im the bottom 10 percent of the cohord. Oh and for mid year i failed ALL my subjects but now i pass ALL too! Praise to the Lord! HEHEHE i always say the same thing but im really thankful + happy + scared(stupid feeling). YAY! Happy. =D

And choir was super enjoyable today and i dont know why. HEHEHE i enjoyed singing the carols and Ubi Caritas. Wheeeeeeee byebye.

2010-11-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooo. My plan to pon choir today failed miserably because i stupidly told my classmate aka choir president that im ponning choir and im giving him a parents letter tomorrow. Then he say he's not going to accept the letter! Im so screwed. He's also going to put a zero for my attendance lor. I told him the truth that im ponning instead of lying to him that i have a flu or something so i should be credited for it right? =/ He even asked me why i never tell him beforehand that im ponning(coz he called me to ask where i am at the time choir is starting) and i was like thinking erm if i tell him he will surely not let me go home one coz i tried telling him before last time and it failed too. =S Eeyer, so horrible can next time i would just tell him im sick instead of telling him the truth.

Okay, next thing im going to say is that there is this stupid fella who tried to send virus through my com through my tagboard! He/she posted a website there and i clicked it and then the website was so weird i decided to close that page. I bet with one strand of my hair that it's virus. -__-" Dont be so mean to send virus to people's com please. I dont even see the purpose in doing so except someone's com would crash miserably and you the virus sender can laugh till your head roll off. >=(

Oh yes and i just realised one of my classmate is so funny! She go and imitate xiaxue and advertise for the Mr Potato rice crisps and it's super funny. I laughed till i teared. HEHE. She was once irritating but now she is funny in her quirky ways! =DDDD

OH YEAHHHHHHH OP is ending in 7 days! Looking forward to it coz i seriously cant take it to feel nervous till i cant really breathe properly every time im presenting. It's not that scary but it's just uber scary for me when my mind just goes blank when im up there. Like literally white and i cant remember anything. Then my hands will start to tremble which my friends cant see but only i can see. (so weird, maybe i was hallucinating?) And i would zao sia and talk at a higher pitch. Everything bad just comes when im nervous. Okay, i have another presentation tomorrow and im already feeling butterflies in my stomach.

1 last thing to add on, i finally found the determination to finish my I & R! Kudos to my determination! Oh and i handed in yesterday night ok not today! YIPEEEE. Anyway cheryl if you even found time to read this post, go and do your I & R now! You have not much time till the deadline. =D Oh yes, everyone please go for the picnic! You know who you are when i say everyone! And i hope the picnic is not cancelled coz i hear no news about that picnic. D= Okay, byebye!

I dont even understand why we are called friends when you cant even understand 1/10 of me.

2010-11-02T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hello~ today was an unexpectedly happy day because for once, my teacher has finally praised me for my OP except for me swaying and yada yada. The past few rehearsals were horrible because i kept screwing up my lines, made few eye contacts and was monotone. There was only one word to describe those rehearsals and it's disastrous. Phew. I felt quite happy coz i was expecting negative comments from my teacher again but it turned out to be the improvements i made! YES! Oh yeahhhhhhhhhh.

Anyway im like addicted to shopping or what coz there's sales now and things can drop to as low as $5 from f21! OMGoodness it's like super addictive when you can buy things at such a low price. (I sound so cheapskate but whatever~ HAHA) Oh, and i also feel happy for someone. =D Press on man! Let me teach you a cheer. Press on! Press on! Press! Press! Press! You can do it man with everyone's help and your willpower and also most importantly God. =D

Oh and there's gonna be a picnic this friday at the botanical gardens! I love picnics~ YAY! Picnics = eat and grow fat. But i still like it. I hope everyone's going so that i can go! And this stupid Mandy i tell her this friday i have a picnic i cant go for buffet she purposely put an alto section outing this friday coz she cant find anything to do this friday. =S Dont know whether is she purposely one or what. HAHAHAHA kidding lah im just saying it here to irritate her if she ever sees my blog. =D If you know me well, i always unintentionally call people stupid (name) so i actually dont mean it! =DDDD

Okay, looking forward to the day where all the dark clouds really float away. Now only a bit float away still have a bit more. Haha ok byebye~~~

Where's your old self? Please bring it back coz we miss it.

2010-11-01T09:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I'm starting school at 12 noon today! How shiok can that be? WHEE~ But I haven't do my I & R yet which will be due in 3 hours time. =S Anyway im amazed at what God can really do. Every single day, without fail, I would experience God. Don't have to be boomz experiences but just tiny ones would amaze me. Thank God for his grace that I can pass promos and start showing concern for others . =D Thank God that I have 'hot potato in Christ' friends like Claudia who is always there when you need godly advices and a listening ear. HAHAHA. Thank God for Cheryl who's always showing concern for others before herself which in turn brings her to a disadvantage. D= Thank God for all my other friends too because God sure has His reason for placing them beside me.

Okay, and nowadays i found a new way to curb anger! You wanna learn come find me! HAHAHA. I was super angry yesterday, then at night not so angry and this morning not angry anymore. Solution is to stop thinking about it. Perhaps everyone has his or her own reasons for doing things. Just like how you dont understand me, it may just be the same for me where i dont understand how you felt when you said those hurtful words. Oh well, I would find some day to clarify things when both of us are ready to talk.

Anyway, PW is finally ending and i feel sad and happy at the same time. Sad coz my group's awesome. We can crap for the whole of PW period but still produce a reasonably good outcome. I can't believe how we can complete our WR 2 days before the due date when our group's so slack. LOL. Happy because no more doing PW into the wee hours after 11 November. How great can that be?

Okay, after crapping so much you know what? It's time for me to PW again. BYEBYE.

2010-10-30T11:53:00.003+08:00

For the very first time, or maybe very few times, I am actually confused, sad and helpless over someone else's things. For once, i am genuinely concerned and there is not even a second evil voice speaking to me when im concerned about that person. Not that im never concerned about anyone but whenever im concerned for others, i would still think negatively about that person which i dont know why and im trying very hard to change. Ok, that is not the main point.

To think that i undermined your sadness shows how bad a friend i am. You laughed with me and i believed it, thinking your heart may be healing bit by bit as you laugh it out. But thats certainly not the case. It healed for maybe a split second and you would turn back to your sad self again. And to think that i sent you naive messages about cheering up and everything, it just disgusts me. I didnt know the whole situation and yet im asking you to cheer up. Anyway, i think im partly at fault for all the things you are going through because i just remembered im the one who egged you on when u asked for opinions on what to do. Im so sorry, i didnt know it would turn out this way.

Anyway, God is waiting for you to come home and face Him with a heart free of shame and guilt. Press on ok! Know that everyone's with you! And all of us are waiting for the day when you are freed from your bondage.

2010-10-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

I dont feel like doing PW lor. D= Anyway i hope everyone from my class will promote together coz it just feels weird to have anyone missing from 22/10. Anyway OP is so stupid I have to memorise my script and first of all i need to write out a script but im lazy. =S

Anyway can u think before shooting your mouth off? Have you ever wondered how others would feel just because of your insensitiveness? Okay, im in no position to comment but still i think it's still wrong of you to do so.

Everytime you smile and talk to me, it makes my day. I wonder when i can not think about you every second of my life. D= How i wish i can just disappear and not think of you anymore. DDDDD=

2010-10-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

HEY! Today was such a great day coz it's my birthday hahaha. Anyway i got the best birthday gift today which is to pass all my papers in promos and to even get a B for chemistry! Praise God! So... I think i will be promoted? And my teacher praised me too for improving a lot! hehehe. =D Anyway today i had lots of surprises and so it was basically a happy day lah! So anyway i just want to thank everyone that celebrated my birthday with me. Suen, Shuwen, claudia, cheryl, guin, wang zhe, hui min, han jia, yan ning, yi ning, my classmates, 4e2 people, Ser hiang, choir mates and all the wishes on facebook. =DDD

Anyway i will be posting my birthday presents 2moro! hehehe thanks everyone.

Last but not least, i seriously thank god for his grace and faithfulness! So praise Him! Without God, i would not have the strength to continue studying during the promos period even though i feel tired. OK BYEBYE. It's 10.43pm now and my bday is ending in 1 hour and 15 mins time and i feel sad. D= OH i forgot to mention that i received a birthday balloon and a birthday cake today. So happy i have been wanting a birthday balloon since eons ago and also to cut a cake with my friends in school and i finally had the chance to do so. YEP. So byeeeeeee.

P/S: IM SO HAPPY TODAY, it's prolly one of the best birthday. WHEEEEEEE.

2010-10-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Im so disgusted by your words and actions.

2010-10-20T18:20:00.003+08:00

I love how my group's wr is finally getting into place and the teacher is starting to give us hope that maybe our project wasnt that bad afterall. HEHE. Things are no longer messy and irritating so nowadays i like to do PW coz it gives me a sense of satisfaction when i get things done. =D

Anyway, i cant wait for the chalet where i can chill and talk and play and yada yada. Do everything except PW and hopefully, not think about my results which would be released on 25th oct. HEHE 25th oct doesnt it sound familiar? But anyway that day would be such a busy day i wont have time to play. Morning hand in WR, then check exam papers then go for choir. Day ends at 6.15. -_-''

Okay, stop digressing but i am seriously looking for the chalet which is actually a yearly event starting from 2008. Not sure how this trend started but every year i would ask my mama to take a chalet for me to go and stay with my friends. =D WHEE. Oh something horrible to add on, i ate like a pig today! I ate like 5 to 6 meals today lor. SELF CONTROL YEO MEI LING. So disgusted with myself for eating so much food today!

Oh yes and i just realised that after promos, i dont have the mood to slack but when the promos were nearing, i would feel like slacking every single day of my life and when i managed to do so i would feel very happy! HAHA. Stupid but yes, that's how i felt before and after promos.

OKAY BYEBYE PEOPLE.

2010-10-18T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hello! I never go to school today and it's coz im sick and not coz i pon. hahaha. It's been a while since i have really fallen sick and im glad my friends believe me that im really sick and not assume that im ponning! If not i will be very sad lor. Okay, i must get well by 2moro so that i can go to school for PW and not just leave everything to my group members if not they would not get to sleep already. AND AND AND it's so that i can go to my chalet this weekend to play! If im not well, then i can just stay at home and shake leg already, not go to chalet to shake leg instead. HAHAHA lame lah.

Oh anyway yesterday i visited my blogshop and i realised how much i miss blogshopping and having a blogshop. So, i guess i would open my blogshop again after A's, provided im still interested in it. LOL. Anyway i know who's the angel of the sad mortal and i feel like laughing at the sad mortal! Coz he/she is always grumbling that he/she has a passive angel and he/she doesnt receive any cards from the angel! HEHEHE.

OK BYEBYE im sleeping now.

2010-10-13T19:51:00.003+08:00

HELLO! The top secret thing is finally over and done with and im happy with it. =D Anyway i wasnt scared about failing econs and chem at all until Mandy starts infusing me with ideas why i could fail those 2 subjects. MANDYYYYYY! you are always capable of doing such things lor. LOL. And i just realise how much i love the people in AJC, in choir, in my class but i seriously think there is something wrong with the school building itself and the P. Those 2 things just make every single thing happening in AJC go haywire and make everyone hate school but somehow the nice people in AJ will change your mind about AJC being a really bad school. HEHE.

Anyway now that the promos are officially over, i want to shop for a lot of things plus do a lot of things.

1) Buy a laptop bag
2)Buy shoes
3)Buy shirts and nice clothes
4)Buy a pencil case
5)Go to east coast park to cycle + picnic!
6)Ice skating
7)Buffet
8)Watch moviesssssss

PLUS looking forward to the chalet! WHEEEEEEEE bbq, escape, cycling, chat 24/7, eat late night supper till i turn fat and of course playing till i drop with the greenies + cheryl. OK byebye i have no worries till i get back my results. =D

2010-10-08T09:47:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah hey! Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah ho! (YOG song) LOL. Yesterday onwards till the day i get back my results would be the prefect period to sing this song. So if you are a fan of this song, come sing it to me! LOLLLLLL. The days of studying everyday till 9 at the library is finally over and i catch some breath too. whee~ i can go drink coffee at bucks or bean with the slacker claudidu (no work just coffee. YES!) i can go to the beach for a picnic with the greenies, i can go to cheryl's house to disturb her. hahaha. Life after exam is just fantastic. I've never ever felt such great joy after an exam coz i never ever spent 1 month of preparation for an exam before. HAHA.

Anyway, im quite scared that i will retain still but what's done cannot be undone and God is faithful! So i shall trust in Him and He will provide. =D Oh talking about this, i can finally go to church 'legally' and can stop telling stories to my mum just because i want to go to church. YIPEE. However, it will only be legal till next year coz school will start and my mum will use school to stop me from going again. Her sleeves are always full of tricks. >=(

Okay nothing else to say already byebye.

2010-09-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

I didnt mean it to be nonchalant about certain things which are extremely sensitive and important to you but not to me. It's just me nothing got to do with you nor anybody else.(person A)

I also didnt mean it to be mean and have ill feelings towards you and once again it's because of my character and i know i have to change.(Person B)

Thirdly, i am also keeping something deep inside my heart which i cant tell anybody and i want to tell you how i feel but i cant because i know i am not worth anything to be able to tell you that.(Person C)

Fourthly, I will get promoted and i want to be promoted and i will never ever let myself get _______. (dont even mention that word if i dont want it to happen)

Lastly, everyone will get promoted and i seriously hope no one will be left behind including myself coz i can feel that it would be super horrible to be the only one left behind with everyone else moving on with life.

Anyway this post is super random coz my mood now is random. -__-" ok byebye.

2010-09-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I just realised i didnt update for a month already. Anyway thats not the point of today's post. =DDD

Did i ever mention that i love taking long bus rides? Take note that the bus rides have to be super long like at least 40 minutes not those 5 to 10 minutes one. You know why? Because it's the only time i can sleep in peace or maybe think about things without having to think of studies for a short little while. Seriously, I havent been watching tv for a longggggggggggg while already and im kinda sad coz tv used to be my everything. LOL. AND AND AND the shows channel 8 broadcast nowadays are so much nicer than last time's show but i cant watch them so im super sad! And it all lies in the stupid JC which deprives me of my TV. D= I can forgo using the com but i cant forgo the tv. lol this sounds exaggerrated but then it's not.

Im also deprived of play and shopping too. I cant wait for promos to end so that i can play my lungs out (play till all my organs come out also nvm. ) AIYA I want to playyyyyyyyyy. Nowadays i no longer ask my friends out to play i ask them out to study and it's so stupid lor where got people always meet with friends to study one. Friends usually meet up to talk, catch up and play. haha. =P okay nothing to say already i think it's a spamming post on how much i hate exams. =D

BYEBYE!

2010-07-31T14:50:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness. I finally told my mum that im a christian. After like 5 years and lying to her everytime i want to go to church. I really cant describe how happy i am now because i can finally stop lying to her. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Really thank God for giving me the courage to tell my mum the truth. I have been praying for years and it has finally come true and my mum is approving of me becoming a christian.

ok dont feel like blogging already next time then blog. BYEBYE.

2010-07-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

My mentality has changed ever since mid years ended. D= Nowadays, if you ask me to choose between playing and resting i would certainly choose to rest and then head home to have a solid sleep. After the shitty results, i am more hardworking now and will also do my tutorials dutifully coz im seriously afraid of retaining. AND THATS THE REAL PROBLEM. Im more hardworking now, so i will spend more energy on studying and then plus the heavy choir plus PW plus having 2 tuitions plus NO REST, always home late, weekends also need to go out (all not because of playing i assure you) Im seriously going to break down soon. Not an emo post. Just that im really really tired and JC life is sucking out all the energy from me. Im tired every single moment im hoping every single day that once i open my eyes, the next day, A levels would have ended already. The thought of spending another 1 and a half year more in JC just gives me the shivers.

Just when will this thing end? Im really very very very very very tired. This is certainly more tiring than the O levels period.

OK BYEBYE. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-07-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

Nowadays, i have severe mood swings. I can be super duper happy and enter a laughing fit and laugh till i drop and the next moment, i will feel super emo. -_____-" This is called what the hell disease. Seriously so what theeeeeeeeee. HAHA but the thing to note is that nobody will even realise im emo-ing coz i will still laugh when im emo. So it's like sad inside but laughing outside. It's not a fake laughter but i will just feel damn irritated while im laughing. ok this is super weird. I want to get that emo-ness off me. Frankly speaking, i think im still bothered by my results. I know this was an incident that happened eons ago but still... plus some people will just do irritating stuff to irritate me.

THIS IS SUPER WHATEVER I shall just go and sleep now. Super tired. Dont know why im tired also never even do anything productive in the day also tired. LOL.

p.s my feet stink and i dont know why.
p.p.s today got ti ko pek at mac keep mumbling nonsense to me but i just ignored him. =D
p.p.p.s im going to sleep now! hehehehehe

BYEBYE.

2010-07-16T22:55:00.003+08:00

HELLO! It's a happy post again coz i have come to terms with my results already. Which means, im no longer emo and not smiling forcefully. wheeeeeeeee. Anyway i love days when the chicken zest stall in my school sells pork rice! It is really HEAVENLY, the pork is tender and i know you know how good it is. =D HAHA anyway today i did something quite funny. I was deciding whether i want to eat pork rice or curry rice and in the end i chose curry rice which was sad. D= Coz i dont have 'curry mood' today, so i ate it reluctantly. THEN! I saw yining buying pork rice so i stole a piece of pork from her plate while she wasnt looking at her plate and was caught red handed! LOL! Super funny then she gave me a shock face so i gave her my curry chicken which she doesnt like and came back to me in the end. YAY stealing of pork success.

ok 2nd epic thing of the day was in the evening after i ate dinner with cherry. I was drinking my milk tea and looking into the esprit shop not expecting anything to be there at the glass display when all of a sudden this little boy came out to scare me! I got a shock and thus spit the milk tea
all over my face. Gross ttm. The funny thing was the little boy was laughing happily when he saw that i got a shock. LOL! Supposed to be irritated and angry but that little boy is too funny for me to be angry with him.

ok anyway this is random. i suddenly miss saying relax choya and 'i just farted haha' to claudia. Totally random but i miss them. =DDD Not forgetting the silly moments with cherry, guinny, old shoes and sickloh. Oh gosh, i really miss secondary school. Not saying that my friends in JC are not nice but i feel happier when im with my sec school friends. haha.

OK BYE!

2010-07-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

WARNING: EMO POST BELOW LEAVE IF U ARE FEELING HAPPY NOW.

Im feeling super sad now coz i flunked all my papers. Like seriously all? i wont be so sad if i managed to pass at least one or two but i passed none. =( I studied really hard for this MYCTs especially for maths and chem and history but then now the results are such a disappointment. As for econs i deserve to fail coz i only studied for 1 hour before the exam. zzz. Us and Ss and moreeeeee to come. My maths isnt back yet but im kinda sure it's a U but i am seriously wanting an E for maths so that i can at least pass a subject and wont feel so 'empty'.

Nowadays, i cant find any reason for me to laugh or to be happy coz once i think of my results, i would feel so empty and sad and just want to emo at a corner. LOL. ok this is seriously super emo but i cant help it lah! I've never ever tried failing ALL my papers before so im really traumatised by it. D= Good news is, it gives me the motivation to study really hard for promos so that i will get promoted. Actually... i still laugh in school and it's not that the laughter is not coming from the bottom of my heart but just that right after i finish being happy, i would feel sad immediately and my face would turn expression-less.

I need to handle my emotions well now if not i would remain sad forever. HAHA KIDDING why would i be sad forever. I guess i would be ok in a few weeks' time or maybe in a few days time when i have finally come to terms with my results. =D

Anyway, today during history lesson, this history friend made me super pissed off. ANGRY lor. When i got back my history, i told her i got a U then she was like ohhhhh then when she got back her paper, she got a S so you know what she do? She was like saying right to my face, YES! YES! YES! I got an S lucky i never get U plus i passed my question 2! YES! Erm like so insensitive? Hello? Someone here just got a U for history and u are making a statement like 'lucky i never get U'. Please be more sensitive towards other people's feelings. Even if i pass my test and u fail i also wont shout YES YES YES to your face coz i know it will only make u feel more upset.

ok the oh-whatever emo post has ended. BYEBYE.

2010-07-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hello! I didnt go for class bbq today and i felt super guilty about it for not informing them early. =/ Anyway i was rude to the class leader too, she was asking me to pay up for the bbq using a long message then i was like oh if you are worried about the money issue, i paid the treasurer already even though im not going. I said that to force her to shut up and stop rambling about me not paying and thus getting angry but i realised my tone was super wrong and im at fault in the first place so i shouldnt say those things to her. =SSS

SORRY! I dont know how to say it in front of you so this is a cowardy way of saying sorry. (Or is the right spelling cowardly?) Im really sorry. =(

Anyway i was glad i went for cell instead coz they were talking about the 40 days of faith. Woohoo~ a way to start challenging myself and stop hiding in my comfort zone. I really hope i can bring my jc friends to get to know christ or if thats too much for me to do, make them less anti-christ. =D Oh yes, sidetrack. Nowadays, whatever i see would tell me what i will expect to see later, so it's like some six sense thingy? Or maybe i should say if i suddenly thought of a primary school friend, i would see that person's mother all of a sudden then i would see that person on facebook. When all these while i didnt even know she has a facebook and i didnt even bother to check it. ok it sounds creepy but it seems like it's all from God. ok maybe im thinking too much, but it's good that i link every good things to God right? It's better than me just living my own life ignoring God.

ANYWAY GOD IS SERIOUSLY AMAZING AND I HAVE JUST BEGUN TO UNDERSTAND HIM MORE. ok hehehehehe i have seriously made a great improvement than when i was in secondary school always doubting about whether God is real yada yada.

ok! Anyway this weekend is longgggggggggg and i will be meeting the greenies tomorrow for steamboat buffet and to mug. I have come to the conclusion that i shouldnt be slacking all the time and only during exams would i chiong like a crazy mugger. Shiok a doo doo right? (Not the mugging of course, the buffet is shiok. hehe.) ok on monday i may be meeting claudia to accompany her for her ridiculous but funny at the same time assignment and after that cycling or mugging. okie dokey call me mugger yeo next time. That's my new name im never ever going to retain. (JUST JOKING please dont call me mugger yeo it sounds horrible.)

ok byebye!

2010-07-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

OH YAY! OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!

THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! OH MY. I've waited for this day for like donkey years. Ever since the june holidays started, i have been looking forward to the end of it coz i have to like study everyday which is kinda no life. LOL.

Wheeeeeeeeewoooooooo. ok I sound like a bird or something. Anyway the main thing is that i think im gonna flunk my maths. I left like 50 plus marks blank? Actually not completely blank for all, but still, im going to fail it which is kinda sad. Nvm, i shall still enjoy this 4 days holiday which is like a make up holiday for the jc students since our june holidays was no where near a holiday. =/

okok this is not the main point either. The main point of this post is to say that i think there is a problem with my stomach. I feel like shitting every single minute. Like so erm...? During the entire maths exam my stomach was feeling super horrible and then like want shit but cannot shit coz no time then it's just horrible lor. =S Anyway im going to pop some diarrhoea(OMGOODNESS i think i spelt it correctly for the first time of my life.) haha ok i did a stupid thing in school today too. LOL. Coz it was raining heavily in the afternoon, till i cant even hear myself talking, i decided to scream to see if anyone can hear me, thinking that no one could but in the end some people with shun feng er managed to hear it lah. Wah super embarrassing i could just dig a hole and just jump in immediately. ok byebye. =D

2010-06-30T13:07:00.003+08:00

Hello! One more day to end of MYEs. Anyway i think it's kinda cool that all jcs have their MYEs after the june holidays. I thought my school was the only one doing that coz it's AJ, the mugger school. LOL. So, it's nice that all jcs are having their mid years after the june holidays because i can then meet up with my friends to study with them. HAHAHA. =D

ok i screwed up all my papers i think. Even though i aimed for As before i took the papers. Dont laugh at me even though i find it quite funny coz im over expecting. D= I think im going to fail my chemistry and it makes me feel quite sad and disappointed coz i spent so much time on it and yet im going to fail it. Time is really not enough for me to do chem coz i dont even have time to think for that ques and if i think too long, other questions would be left blank. Which was what happened to me. LOL. The most irritating thing is that i forgot to shade 5 ques of the MCQ!!! Like where got people leave MCQ blank one! That's the dumbest thing to do on earth. DDDDD=

ok no more grumbling. Im going to slack for a while then off to studying history and maths! Last day of staying up late to study for this week. haha.

ok here is a TO DO LIST after the exams:
1) Play
2) Play
3) Play
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infinity) Play

haha lame lah! BYEBYE!

2010-06-25T10:55:00.002+08:00

I really miss what im doing now. It reminds me of the December holidays last year right after the big O's. haha. I would wake up at 10am, switch on the TV and the com and muti-task. =D
Then i will eat breakfast while using the com and life at that time only needs a word to describe it. Relaxing.

Yup so that summarises what im doing now. SLACKING. Im going to slack till 12pm then i will do some work. Oh finally, im not waking up at 9am to prepare and go to the library to mug till 9pm. It really really sucks when there is nothing to look forward to the next day. Everyday is the same, mug till 9pm then go home and sleep and what happens the next day? The same thing. hahaha. Luckily there is a tiny something for me to look forward to, seeing my friends and disturbing them when they have the study mood and i don't have! HAHAHA. ok i know it's horrible to do those things but i can't help it. It's funny. hehe.

ok BYEBYE im enjoying my life now. (Till 12 and the routine starts again.) =DDDDDDDDDD

2010-06-24T20:26:00.003+08:00

I like it when i have the study mood. hahaha but it is such a pity that i experience it only at 5 plus nearing 6 and we are leaving the library at seven. Anyway the study mood is still there so im not going to waste it and study again after i bathe. =D

Anyway im feeling very scared now! My tooth is dropping off i think. It's decaying? I've never had decayed teeth before. I was flossing my teeth half way and then a part of my tooth got chipped off. Then i went to scratch it a bit and more came off. Oh man!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im really very scared i dont want to be a bogay at only 17 years old. Im going to spam calcium pills, milk and brush my teeth more often. Please dont drop.

Anyway im going to have my first overnight studying session with jia ying 2moro. YAY! So exciting but i almost got beaten by my mum coz she thought i was going out to play overnight 2moro. -_-" Like excuse me? Exam is next week i where got mood to play? Anyway after the overnight thingy im going to the library to continue studying. 24 hours of studying. Study marathon. LOL. Seems fun i've never really tried this kind of 'crazy mugging'. haha ok byebyeeeeeee.

2010-06-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

I seriously cant believe i did this again. i tell myself not to waste my weekends away the next time but i always do it without fail. Once i see the TV in front of me, i can't help but on it and watch till my eyelids close. Meaning, watching tv from morning till around midnight. Im seriously so dead lah. My next week's timetable is really packed ttm and it's really scary just looking at it. Monday, studying at Guthrie house from 9am till 9pm studying history. Tuesday, studying at JE library from 10am to around 8 plus 9 too, for econs. Wednesday, Thursday for chem and friday for everything but i will also be studying at a place from morning till night but certainly not at home so that i am forced to study and not watch TV. =DDD As for the weekends, i think im going to camp in the library also because there are many so things to watch on the TV during the weekends! ok Next week = study week = headache week also = last week of studying. Oh well, persevere for another week more and i will have temporary freedom till 6th july. hahaha ok just a few days but it is enough for me i guess? (lying through my teeth, playing is never enough right? )

ok! Anyway the 3 in 1 was super fun! Lying on the cold sand, enjoying the land breeze at night is really comfy and the buffet of course was superb coz it's chosen by yours truly. hahaha. Anyway the food there are all very nice except for the sushi. -_-" It sucks like crazy coz the rice they use is not the jap rice. Anyway photos are on facebook! Im lazy to upload them here. We went for the sleepover at bimbo's house at night and played 2 rounds of cluedo before we conked off. Guin, suen and shuwen are so lousy they were the ones who slept first and im the last. YAY victory to my powerful eyes. ok everything is nice about the 3 in 1 except for the stolen stuff. hmph greedy robbers who stole everything on the beach including plastic bags and cheapo container. Anyway it was quite fun being a detective trying to investigate who stole our things. ok back to reality. D=

BYEBYE. Oh yes looking forward to the next food trip on youth day holiday and of course shopping trip with hui min and friends and 22/10 class bbq. OHOHOH and last but certainly not the least, exams to be over plus me to pass. Of course it would be nice to pass with flying colours but i would be more than happy to pass with dull colours if the papers are diff. =DDD Anyway the glee series seems nice to watch. See? Im always talking about TV. ok real bye. XD

2010-06-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

This is the 2nd time in my entire life God has amazed me. I really cant believe how God can be so amazing and be there for me all the time when im not always there for him. ok so here is how the story goes. Yesterday i dreamt of something and I thought it was a ridiculous dream until today someone came to talk to me about the dream i made last night which i totally forgot, so it's like God telling me beforehand what that someone was going to tell me today. Like so amazing right! Kelly was still talking about how God can speak to people through their dreams and it has finally happened to me after such a long long while. I thought it was kinda impossible for me to hear from God since im always drifting away from him. Nonetheless, the dream may just be my own imagination but nothing can be so much of a coincidence. ok im really thankful to God for being there for me all these while. =D

Anyway there's gonna be a green club outing on wed. Wheeeeeeee so exciting. =DD Buffet, sentosa plus sleepover! 3 in 1! Havent been meeting them since dont know when! The thought of playing makes me feel excited but the thought of exams coming in 13 more days just gives me the shivers. *Grrrr* Oh man im still stuck at differenciation for goody mama's sake after like 3 days of practising math continuously, i just cant get to proper revision starting from chapter one. Not that i have been playing or what but i just dont understand why i need so much time to do just the last 2 topics tested for MYEs. Oh not forgetting i still have chem, hist, econs and GP to revise. YAY im gonna die for mid years. LOL. ok sounds so damn emo but nvm im going to chiong all the way from now till MYEs except on wed and thurs which i will be slacking. hehe.

Oh yes i met up with guinny today to study! Im so proud of the both of us! We didnt talk nonsense for the first time ever! We just studied and studied from 3 to 8. ok there was break time in between for us to talk nonsense but we didnt talk nonsense after the break time is over. YAY guin we grew up like finally! LOLLOLOLOLOL. haha i made the study date sound so productive but somehow it's not and i dont know why. (im just glad that it wasnt productive not because of us babbling non-stop. =D )

Anyway cheryl meet up soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and claudia get well soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! ok byebye.

2010-06-06T01:40:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooooo. Went to town today with guinny and it was so tiring coz i was tired in the first place. LOL. Anyway it was nice meeting up with her i havent seen her in a long long while. YAY! Anyway im so scared of GP my essay writing is not even good in the first place where do i find the potential to write for MYE. ok it's time to mug and tomorrow is the day. YEAH MAN. Im scared of everything actually. Last time i always do my homework and revise them if i dont understand but now im as lazy as a worm. *squirm squirm squirm* My grammar sucks too if anyone even realised my english is super lousy. D=

ok anyway i went to church after that and met up with bimbo loh and claudu! OMGOSH I havent seen bimbo for such a long time i really missed her a lot. hehehehe finally met up. Then we had supper and talked crap as per normal and went home. Green club outing during 3rd week and after that all studying i confirm. YAY YAY YAY i bought something today too. HAPPY. =D

I was just thinking, I became very straightforward all of a sudden and i may jolly well have offended and irritated people on the way. Sorry if i did! For eg, if you ask me if your shirt is nice, i would say no, it looks like a freebie. Like wthhhhhh i wasnt like that last time. I dont want to say things without thinking through my brain anymore it hurts people and people may just hate me. LOL. Sorry! I feel so apologetic for saying all those nonsense. zzz. ok ya nothing to say already. byebye. =DDDD

2010-06-02T16:37:00.003+08:00

Im back in Singapore! hahahehehohoho. Anyway im super sad that the trip has ended. I remembered last week i was still getting all excited about the trip but now 'ting!' in a flash, it's over. =( I just realised that what i miss now is not the trip over to Europe but the experience i had with all of them. Oh man the J2s have officially stepped down and it just feels kinda weird to not have them in choir anymore. I really miss the last 2 nights in Europe too the famous quote that always come out of all of our mouths "The night is still young." Because i kept saying i want to party even though qian hui is always saying the opposite. I want to sleep! It was also really nice to experience 13 degree celcius in Vienna and going out at 12 am to buy pizza for supper in that freezing temperature which shin fen considers it shiok but not me of course. haha.

ok updates about the trip are that.... WE WON THE COMPETITION! YAYYYYYY! With 99 points for the first category and 100 points for the second one. When we heard that we got a 100 points, all of us just stood up, jumped all over the place, hugged everyone and screamed and cried. That moment is really just unforgettable and memorable, it will always be stuck in my mind. The water there tastes horrible too, it's bitter, thin and cloudy? I drink 1 whole bottle of water also wont quench my thirst and thats how bad the water tastes there but maybe it's just me and my fussy taste buds. haha. They also enjoy drinking carbonated water which i liked a lotttttttt but others dont so im the weird one videos on people drinking the water is on facebook. =)

I slept at 2am yesterday and woke up at 2pm this afternoon. Is this jet lag? I seriously dont know coz it may jolly well be me who's over thinking that i have jet lag thats why i slept late. =/
haha but on the other hand, it may also really be jet lag coz i have never woken up so late before latest was 11am. hmm jet lagging is cool! =D OH YES! I forgot to mention that the carbonated water makes you fart. Not a little, but a LOT. After drinking that water i farted day and night and after i confessed, shin fen and qian hui knows im the one farting if they smell something smelly all of a sudden. They farted too so nvm. Smelling each other's fart is cool too. HAHA.

The shopping time there is really pathetically little around half and hour for tourist destinations there so i missed out a lot of people's gifts! So sorry if you didnt get anything from me i really have no time to think of how many gifts to buy and just grabbed all the magnets i could find them without counting and as expected it's still not enough. PS! If you didnt get any gifts from me you will get a choc from me. =) Anyway there is H and M there and Tally Weiner(wrong spelling for sure). OH MY the clothes there are super duper nice but i dont have time to try there. So !@#%$#%^$^$@^& luckily i bought a dress there. We ate ice cream there too yum yum. Treated by fortune travel agents. They were really nice. =D The ice cream is super cheap lah! 30 cents euros per scoop. Top grade ice cream somemore not those ring ring ring ice cream found everywhere outside bugis street. haha.

ok i think nothing much to say about the trip anymore just that i talked to more people whom i have never talked much to before and it's great. haha. We visited the Sound of music in Vienna, the Schnobruggn palace(wrong spelling) lazy check itinery and a river in Bratislava, and Old town square, St peter's cathedral, some old church and thats all about it. =D How i wish time could reverse and we could return to the first day of the trip.

ok now it's really time to start mugging and do our pw right. haha ok byebye photos will be up soon on facebook and i will upload some here too. byebye!

2010-05-21T17:39:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO! It's friday again but this weekend is going to be super busy but im not going to grumble about it! hehe. Anyway school has been very funny and entertaining everyday and i cant spend a day without any laughing so it was cool but when my group and I received back our GPP, you can actually see that all of us are so sad and disappointed coz the teacher wanted us to change our whole idea. The idea we had been building on since the submission of PI which i forgotten the date of. OH MAN i just feel so sad lah coz the hard work and online meetings we had these long while has just gone down the drain. D= Nvm i believe we can do a better job this time round and get an EE. OPTIMISM.

haha anyway side track a bit, seeing the word optimism reminds me of something in primary school coz last time when i was in P6, we got to say a rap for the school during national day and i had to say O for optimism and stamp my foot at the same time and my friend laughed at me after that and said i look like a king kong stamping my foot! LOL i think it's so funny so i decided to share it here. I really miss the carefree life last time, where i can do whatever i want and still pass my exams and where everyone was so childish and innocent and funny, they just say anything they want without hiding anything from you.

Im missing everyone again. NVM i will get to see them during the june holidays wee woo wee. ok byebye im off to my favourite television.

2010-05-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooo. It's a wednesday so 2 days more to friday! YAY! 6 more days to Slovakia so double YAY. Anyway choir was very bonded today and it was nice being in choir. I really never regret joining choir though at times it would be really tiring and i would just wish that choir could just stop for a month or so. haha. ok anyway this isnt supposed to be a happy post but a naggy and irritating post. So i shall start with it now as need a place for me to vent my frustrations.

AHHHH today is such a horrible day. The day started out nicely as i began my usual laughing fits but in the afternoon my mood turned towards the negative direction. Then my mood was terrible ttm already and there is this stupid girl in choir who suddenly shouted at me " Why are you sitting in the fourth row?! Move in front can! " Like what?! I didnt mean to sit at the 4th row what i thought that was the 3rd row. She thinks she is the only one who is tired and moody and she can vent her frustrations on anybody whom she likes? Like so wth!!!! Then i almost wanted to shout back at her "You so fierce for what!" but i didnt coz haha you know why lah i will always use my mouth to say i want to shout back but i seldom will unless i really explode. zzz she made my mood even worse only lor. Make me so angry now as i type it out. Anyway faster step down from choir please i dont want to see your irritating face. Only feel like diao-ing you everytime i see you. okok this post is so bad i dont want to continue saying anymore feels like a keyboard warrior only dare to talk behind a computer screen.

HAHS something happy to cheer myself up i finally met cheryl guin and claudia yesterday. hehehehehehe. Anyway i really need to get back closer to god i distant a lot from him already. =((( God is my only pillar of strength whenever i am in need. ok byebye =D

2010-05-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hello. =DDD I love my pw group a lot coz they never fail to make me laugh. LOL. Every PW period we will be laughing like crazy coz people like me will suddenly say out some stupid ideas that we can try to implement on our project which would make us laugh till we tear. But anyway because of all these laughing we are always not doing any work so i must make it a point not to laugh that much next time during PW. =D haha but i think we will still laugh with so many funny people in my group.

Anyway jc life has been super tiring though it has been fun at the same time. Every week there will be tutorials waiting for me to clear when i havent even finish the previous tutorials plus all the choir practices and tests (OMGosh) tests are the worst thing of all, i seriously have no time to study for them. D= Nvm, i shall stop grumbling but anyway i badly need chem and math tuition.

On a lighter note, im flying off to Slovakia in 10 days time! YAY! I think it would be fun since there are the nice choir peeps like ostrich, mandy, qian hui and sin woon. How i wish i was going there with cheryl, guin, claudia, shu wen and su en. I havent seen them for a trillion years and i really miss them a lot! If we could all go together then we would have a truckload of time to catch up on each other's life. Anyway i dont know why im so busy, but im so busy until once i reach home, i would be so tired until i am not able to catch up with cheryl on the phone everytime she calls me. =( Anyway im meeting baba(cheryl), bebe(guin) and bubu(claudia) next tuesday! YAY YAY YAY. LOL i really cannot emphasise how much i miss them. ok byebye.

p.s. im meeting them next week! (can't stop repeating. sorry. )

2010-04-30T16:56:00.002+08:00

It's finally friday so everyone let's cheer together with me! YAY YAY YAY! Plus this is a long weekend so yays x 2. Anyway this week was a very busy week coz there was the choir concert on monday, math test on wednesday and chem test yesterday at 5.15pm (like so late?!) Oh anyway i have never ever felt so not confident about my chem and math but then these 2 lecture tests really stresses me out. For the chem test out of 10 MCQs, there is none that i really know how to do. i just do it the way i think it may be right but most probably, i think it's wrong. ok 2 structured ques, i only know how to do 1. The other one - blank except for part (a). For math test even worst, zzz, no time to finish the ques plus ques also very difficult. ok so this weekend i really have to study and catch up coz choir really drains up my time. D=

O levels really cannot be compared to JC life. Everything is so fast paced, i dont even have time to absorb what the topic is talking about and Poof! the teacher is at the next chapter. Like so huh. I havent even get the previous topic right then got new chapter already. LOL. Plus last time only during exam period then i will stay at home during the weekends to study but now every weekend also got NO TIME for me to go out. Time isnt enough for me to finish my tutorials already what more going out right? haiz... ok i shall stop complaining and talk about something funny. hehehe. =D

Oh yes i remember the funny thing already. haha. Anyway there is this girl and guy in my class who is always arguing with each other everytime they see each other and the way they scold each other is so funny i always burst out laughing with another classmate of mine. hahaha i dont know how to describe the things they do here but they really make my day coz i always stand at one side to see good show. hahaha very bad but i really hope they can quarrel forever. LOL. As in the quarreling between them is not very serious one. It's more funny than insulting. okok i got nothing more to say already. hehe so byebye. =D

2010-04-20T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hello~~~Im sick and it feels really horrible to be sick. =( Im down with a high fever, cough and sore throat for 4 days already and until now only my fever is gone but the others are still there. Now my voice sounds like a man too. LOL. Anyway im really scared i cant perform on monday coz i lost my voice so i really hope my voice would be back by... tomorrow? Oh I have been sleeping for the past for 4 days too, so i never do any homework at all. Im lagging behind already. I want to do my work but at the same time i feel like sleeping coz the medicine makes me drowsy. Im sick of taking medicines too now my tongue has a weird taste, a weird medicine taste which i dont know how to describe but it is plain disgusting. Hmm... let me count i think i have taken a total of at least 5o tablets these 4 days. Eeeeeeeeeee someone please teach me how to get rid of the weird medicine taste in my mouth? okok i got to go do some homework now. BYEBYE. =D

2010-04-16T18:19:00.002+08:00

It's a friday again and once again, a busy weekend but whatever immune to it already. haha. Today is a laughing day too! 90% of today i was laughing at something and nothing at the same time. LOL. Means at first i was laughing at something funny, then nothing was funny anymore but my friend started laughing so i began laughing too and then it was like a duet. -_-" She laughed first, followed by me then her again the the cycle goes on. LOL she is so funny! She looks like doraemi(doraemon's sister) too.haha next time i will take a picture of her and post it here. =D I laughed in the morning when i was taking the train, afternoon during lessons and late afteroon when i was taking a train home. LOL laugh until i very tired. ok anyway yesterday was a breaking day. Why? Because i broke my skirt button when i was trying hard to button my skirt when i took it off(not because my buttock is fat or something although i know it is but shhhhhh.LOL.)then after PE when i went to the toilet to tie my hair, my comb broke into a thousand pieces coz there are lots of knots on my hair. I really wonder why my hair is so dry... i got use conditioner one leh not like i lazy never use. haha.

Anyway im so glad my history teacher didnt chase me out of class today! phew...coz i didnt complete my homework and my friend said that her friend got chased out of the class coz she didnt complete her homework so i was paniking(correct spelling?) like mad but luckily he forgot all about the homework. haha. YAY victory! ok i think thats all byebye! =D

2010-04-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hello. Anyway it's a friday once again but im not looking forward to this weekend coz it will be a busy one. Choir tomorrow from 9 to 4 and tuition from 2.45 to 4.45 on sunday. Plus, PI, reading task, 2 history essay outlines, binomial tutorial and chem practical all to be done within these two days. This weekend is really horrible ttm. =( The most horrible thing is to wake up at 7am tomorrow. Ai yo sad x infinity. haha. Anyway i didnt manage to catch lovely bones today coz it is no longer on screen! I went a tad too late to catch it. =P But nevermind, i managed to have dinner at crystal jade with cherry. =D Anyway she was super blur today like a sotong. Tak boleh tahan her. LOL. okok the main point of this post wasnt about the dinner but about how epic i think ANTM is.

Everytime i watch ANTM i will laugh really hard coz every cycle there will surely be girls fighting and shouting at each other without fail. Maybe it's real, maybe it's all planned out to entertain the audience but the way they scream and shout is really funny. You all should go and watch it and you all will know what i mean. LOL. Anyway i really really really dislike Angela(i think wrong spelling) and i cant wait for her to be out soon. Kick her out asap please. haha. But i dont deny that after she had a makeover, she looks much prettier than last time but her heart is still as black as charcoal so please kick her asap. =)

ok i have more things to say actually but since i forgot what i wanted to say i shall go and sleep now. hehe. If i remember then i will post it tomorrow. =D Anyway come for AJ choir's concert! 26th April at the esplanade, 7.30pm. Tickets priced at $16 and $21 including sistic charges. Come buy the ticket from me if interested! =D I got quota to reach please help me lol. ok byebye.

2010-04-04T19:19:00.003+08:00

Hello! Im feeling sad and happy at the same time. Im sad coz i have been good this weekend and completed all the homework due tomorrow but i am having a severe diarhoea(how to spell?) , my legs are wobbly and im having a headache so i may be missing lessons tomorrow! This is the first time i completed my homework during the weekend(not that i never do my homework all the time but i normally do them at the last min but this week i did them beforehand.) and now this is happening to me. =( sad x infinity On the other hand, i am happy that i may be missing school tomorrow coz there is h1 econs tutorial and i really HATE going for econs tutorial coz there are only 2 of us going there and the other classmate of mine will be skipping tomorrow's tutorial so i will be there all alone in a stranger class and it just feels weird! =S As in im like an extra there lor. ok contradicting post but nvm. Now im thinking very hard whether i want to fall sick or not. Anyway i went for good friday service yesterday and it was great! haha. Cherry went too. hehe very long never see her already finally saw her. And i saw claudu too and had a cup of tea at her house. Very long never drink tea with her already. YAY missed it. ok im going back to thinking if i should fall sick or not. Lameo potato but anyway byebye. =D

2010-03-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people. =D Went for 4E2 class dinner yesterday and i finally saw my classmates after so many months! I really missed them like mad and we took tons of photos but i dont know why none are in facebook. Upload the photos soon! I want to kope them. haha. Anyway it wasnt fun or anything but we talked lots of crap lah and i like talking crap so... anyway it was fairly successful since almost half the class turned up. =) We went to a jap restaurant for dinner and it was out first visit there but the people there treated us like VIPs and even gave us a 10% percent discount and a free chawanmushi to suen and deborah coz their food were served late. haha. I think the boss likes suen *blink blink blink*. Anyway the boss said that if we were to visit them next time in a big group he would give us freebies! So we got to go there again ok? 4E2. And... i missed khay cheng a lotttt and i finally managed to see her again yesterday! Missed her soooooooo much lah! And she is prettier now with her new style of makeup and brown contacts.

ok then today i had tuition from 9 to 1. OMGoodness it was the longest tuition i ever had and when it was only 9.30, i already felt sleepy so i began yawning throughout but i decided it was rude and tried to stop that haha. Then i went shopping for the stuffs needed for concert with the choir people and luckily i managed to buy all the things today so i do not have to make anymore shopping trips for the concert stuffs. YAY. ok i will upload some photos once photos are being uploaded on facebook. BYE.

2010-03-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooo~anyway i got a fright just now when i couldnt log into blogger through the yeo_mei_ling@hotmail.com. hahaha then i realised OH i changed my username. -_-" tsk blur like sotong. Anyway, i am beginning to like my class more and more hehehe. =D And choir too with joker around to make me laugh all the time. And something irritating to add on to the happy things, my weekend is no longer free! Saturday there is tuition and choir, sunday i got to go shopping for choir concert stuffs. So = no days free for studying. Anyway i always set aside days and time for studying but i will never ever study at the specific time i set for myself to start studying at. bleh. Oh anyway i have tons of homework to do but im like going to be dead soon after a super long day so i shall do tomorrow, but im scared of my econs teacher so i think i am going to do his homework now.=/ Oh yes yes yes and i forgot to do my history homework today and when my fierce teacher asked me for my homework i swear my heart almost flew out. Luckily it didnt or else everyone would have to attend my funeral already. hahaha exaggerrating lah!

YAY 4E2's class dinner this friday! Woots! I really miss all of them a lot hehehe cant wait to see them soon. =D Anyway i realised that i am going out every friday. Every friday i sure got lobang one. haha. ok ciaos!(I like the song ciao bella ciao.haha)

2010-03-14T18:56:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I havent been online for a week again and that's super cool right? Blah talking nonsense again. Anyway i havent been mugging though i didnt use the com for a week. This week is practically a slack week if there is actually a name for it. =/ But, i managed to clear my doubts on chemistry and maths so this week isnt really wasted. =D Hmm so i met up with busy cherry and guinny on friday to watch Alice in Wonderland(i almost typed out wonderfulland lol.)i think the movie is not bad but they thought otherwise. zzz wondered who was the one who asked me to watch that movie. Who ah? Then we went to the Botanic Garden for a talk crap session and i managed to scare cheryl and guin thrice by pretending to be a rat. LOL everything was so drama rama. They were practically screaming and running all over the place! Then after that i got scared by them too coz they screamed all of a sudden and i screamed together with them. -_-" ok then we went for ice cream which was yummy doody doo. hahaha a new phrase i made up myself. ok so that was the end of friday.

ok saturday, i met up with old shoes, sickloh and kpong for buffet~! Shiok ttm. I think the buffet was quite value for money considering the fact that people actually served us and the food was of quality. teehee. But we missed the homecoming day in order to go for the buffet. =( After that me and claudia went to the library to talk about her irritating supervisor. LOL. Then church after that. hehehe so happy to be able to meet up with all of them after such a longggg time. YAY x infinity

ok done with the happy part. Sad part of this post is that i have lots of homework and catching up to do during this short holiday but i have only 2 days free! Time is so limited sometimes im irritated with it. LOL. OH anyway after last friday's amazing encounter, everything has been going smoothly for me. =D okok photos will be up next time. byebye.

YAY 22/10 first class outing next saturday.*excited*

2010-03-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I didn't on my com for 5 days already. hehehe. pro right? I think so too! haha zi high. Anyway today is such an amazing day because it is the first time i went for cell and also the first time i felt god's presence so strongly and and and the first time i really encounter god. OH MAN this is so amazing im feeling very relax and happy now because i am finally back on the right track. I have been like a lost sheep these few months(around 5 months?!). Didn't read my bible for ages, didn't have quiet time with god, just keep praying and praying like as if god is a wishing well who grants me all my wishes. Im such a horrible person to even think of god this way. Anyway im feeling so excited now i actually cant get to sleep. lol. I mean when there was cell and they started doing worship, i suddenly cried for no reason and it was uncontrollable. Then i realised it was because the holy spirit had touched me and god was really with us during the cell. Then i prayed very hard for something and i confessed my sins to god and all of a sudden anthony prayed for me the things i prayed very hard for in my mind. The amazing thing that let me know that god is real was that anthony actually knew what i was praying for in my mind like a mind reader! LOL. Then i asked claudia and claudia said that anthony only pray for people when he feels prompted to so god spoke to me through him. hahaha. YAY. happy.

OH i went for laksa, otah, ice cream, starbucks and popcorn chicken with claudia today. LOL. I cant believe we actually ate so many things today and i think me asking claudia out for laksa on a friday is certainly not a coincidence coz it's like everything had been planned properly for me. ok i want to go to church tomorrow, but i dont know how to ask my mum about it. D= Anyway this weekend is a busy one coz i have to rush out a project and lots of homework.ok lah byebye.

2010-02-28T16:47:00.003+08:00

Whee~~~I have lots of homework waiting for me to do but i want to blog still.haha.I need to catch up on my maths,chem,econs and hist which is practically everything.I dont understand the redox part of mole calculations,my graph is horrible,i missed out the lecture on south east asia history so i have to go read up on it now and for econs i have to think through a very long time before i get what the teacher is saying.As for homework,i have to do an essay outline and template for history(which i dont know how to do but i have to do it coz im scared of the teacher.=( ),chem tutorial,maths graph tutorial.School is so hectic i feel as if i am dying any moment.HAHA no lah joking!I like to exaggerate to make me sound pathetic and pitiful.=D Anyway i cant be with the fuhua people for the festival of lights coz i will be in a different group from them so even if i join the same activity as them,we will be in different groups.=(

Anyway i feel so guilty because recently i keep ps-ing people.Whether or not they will be alone i will still ps them.However,whenever im alone and i ask people to accompany me,none of them will ps me!Im such a selfish freak nowadays i dont know why.I feel so insecure in my PDG i will just ps the fuhua people so that i can spend more time with my PDG and i would be able to find a fixed clique someday.Now the people im with in my PDG is like anyhow chap one.I see that person alone,i will go and join her so everyday different people to be with and i dont like this.Because there is a risk that i will be alone someday as there are only 17 girls in my PDG so if there is pair work i would be alone if all the girls found a partner.Ai ya!!!!!Anyway im sorry to whoever i ps-ed before for my own interest and i wont ever ps people again.=D

ok the homework on my table is asking me to go over to accompany it so i shall end here.BYEBYE.XD

2010-02-26T20:13:00.003+08:00

"There's a guy name Joke. He jumped down from the 20th storey. Why didn't he die?
Because he was lucky.
After he jumped down, what did he become?
Lame joke."

HELLO!I havent been touching my com for 2 days so here i am!hehehe.Anyway ever since we got the permanent timetable,i have been busy like mad.CCA ends late at 7.30 on monday and thursday and 5.30 on wednesday which means that i have to do my homework till 12 midnight at least,on those 2 days.=( OH MAN im the type which would go into sleep mode after 11pm so dooing homework till 12mn every other day is really too much for me to take.It is only february and i feel as if all my energy has been drained out.LOL.OH yes i forgot to mention that my history teacher for paper is sooooooo fierce im scared of her.This is the first time im scared of a teacher coz all the teachers i know i also dare to talk to them but this one really CMI.Once again i lost control and burst out laughing during the fierce teacher's tutorial.WTH who tell her go and say what she is a marking machine.Im quite irritated with myself at times when i burst out laughing at inappropriate times.Why cant other people laugh with me?Yeo Mei Ling please stop laughing uncontrollably from now on.=( ok anyway i miss my OG,cheryl,guin,suen,claudia and shu wen.I really miss them a lot so much so that I cant wait to see them now.D= ok byebye i posted some overdue pictures at the bottom so enjoy them!hehehe.=D

2010-02-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!From tomorrow onwards i need to be with my pdg mates.lol.Im still not very close to them which means i got to start knowing them more.=D OH anyway today I was sooooooooo embarrassed during the el test.When all of us were in the holding room,it was so quiet you can actually hear a pin fall and i suddenly burst out laughing coz the room was too quiet for me to handle.I know it doesnt sound funny at all but i just couldnt control myself.Ok maybe i should say i controlled myself but after that when i saw jun xiang giggling softly,i burst out laughing and everyone in the room stared at me and some who were asleep woke up suddenly coz they got a shock?OMGoodness this is super embarrassing lor.I need to go for some workshop to practice how to control my laughter.I mean how come people can control their laughters while i cant?!I mean it's ok if i laugh loudly in front of people i know but all of them were strangers.-_-" ok pai seh pai seh pai seh pai seh.ok i just came to say this.LOL.byebye =D

2010-02-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hello!Today is once again...a happy day!Do you all know why?Coz i met up with the green club members today except for claudia.=( She got to work.Anyway it was nice of them to meet me at AMK hub at 8pm for dinner.It's like so far from jurong but suen came all the way from jjc to AMK hub still.hehe.I only mentioned AMK hub casually but all of them were like so ON!Shu wen said ok after hesitating for only 1 second!haha.Oh yes and guin was super sweet and nice today to buy me a notebook.YAY so happy i know you guys are jealous.haha jk.=P Anyway it was a nice notebook so i will use it!=D Ai ya all of them were ultra nice today coz they waited for me till 8pm coz i had choir till 7.30 and it was really weird coz they are nasty and mean all the time.haha said it to irritate all of them.=)So to cut the story short,it was a really nice day.haha.

Anyway i am starting to miss my OG as i wont be able to sit with them anymore once the permanent timetable comes.=( It took me really long to feel comfortable with all of them.haha anyway i think my OG will go for a movie tomorrow again so YAY.I missed the previous outing with my OG coz i was having dinner with the green club people.ok anyway i havent met cheryl and claudia for a long time so i hope to see them soon!Everyone go back to fuhua for homecoming day pretty please?ok i will post the photos taken today tomorrow.BYEBYE.

p/s hehe guin i didnt leave a space after a fullstop coz i forgot but when i realised it,i already typed a whole chunk of words out so...nvm lah!=D

2010-02-14T11:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's and Happy Chinese New Year!Yay it's a longggggggggggg holiday.

Anyway im feeling sad on a happy day.I was praying hard that my _____ would not come during CNY and then it came on new year's eve!My ______ is so irritating!Last month it came during class chalet and this month CNY which means no cold drinks these few days if not my back would ache and stomach would cramp like crazy.zzz.=( It likes to irritate me so i hate it ttm.

ok anyway i met up with the green club people and cheryl on friday!So wee woo wee happy ttm.I really missed them a lot.haha anyway we went to cheryl's house to make some blackcurrent ice blend which was superb!And i learned some piano pieces too!(Piano pieces sound as if i have learnt to play many many pro songs!)haha you want me to play for you?ok then me and claudia left to have dinner with shu wen and su en.ok supposed to have shu wen but she ps us in the end coz she had a reunion dinner.=( =( =( ok so the 3 of us went to new york new york which got us super full but still went for dessert at sushi tei.hehehe im the one who asked them to go eat desert when we are already full coz you know...im born greedy!=D haha and the conversation we had was full of nonsense LOL. OH and suen wasted a piece of oyster sushi....poor oyster.haha.It was quite scary and funny when she almost wanted to vomit it out and me and claudia being right opposite her was like what if she vomits right onto our face?!LOL.She didnt in the end lah of course.hehe.

ok i dont know when im meeting everyone again so im missing them already.=( March holidays perhaps.BYEBYE.

p/s Excuse me cheryl and guin when are we going to the museum?!

2010-02-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

YAY it's the 3rd week of school and everything's going fine haha.=D Except that im not in the same class as any of my OG mates so i have to make new friends.OH anyway today was such a funny day i feel as if im filming a show.From all the fuhua people boarding and alighting the train for at least 3 times coz of me taking the wrong train and ling yun almost getting giap by the train doors which allowed everyone to enter the train(the guys were outside the train only the girls were in it.) to me dropping all my things on the floor when i was drinking water and me kicking a stranger's stuff to the bottom coz i was shaking my legs and me "slapping" kai xin's eyes when i moved my hand away to prevent myself from getting beaten in a heart attack game to being super duper full(going to explode type of full)from eating sushi buffet at sakae.LOL.the 9 of us called a total of at least 80 plates of food?!haha and im still full now after so many hours.=/

ok anyway enough of the funny parts.Homework is starting to come in which means time to study!YAY i cant wait to mug!(like real)Anyway im going to start to recap chem,maths and history coz i think some facts were already forgotten since i didnt study cold war for o levels.haha but actually i dont mind studying hard now coz it kinda gives me lots of satisfaction when i can answer questions correctly.HAHA.Like how im slacking now,it only makes me feel guilty and stupid coz i dont even know how to answer simple ques.=( ok mugging shall start after CNY!And i know i can do it.Mei Ling GO GO GO!=D

Oh anyway ajc's morning assembly is quite interesting coz there will be short skids performed for us everyday!They will announce things in the form of a story or skid and not just plain announcing so it's super cool!haha and ajc's choir really rocks like mad coz the people are all so enthusiastic about choir it passes some of the enthusiasm to me!One J1 even organised a lunch and dinner for all the J1s 2moro so that we can get to know each other more!hehe but after i tell you all why he is so enthu about this you all will go chey coz.............he's the choir president's brother!hahahaha like so chey right?lol.ok byebye!

2010-02-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

Since you dont care,why should i even care in the first place?

2010-02-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

My oh my,I have to face reality and remind myself that the holiday is already over and start working hard.I am so used to using the com and watching the tv everyday without having the need to do any single homework that i have having the side effects now.=/ Just now when i was doing my chem halfway i was stuck so i asked benson for help and after that i continued using the comp and totally forgot about the chemistry homework!Like huh?!Then just a few minutes ago did i remember about the chem homework.zzz.The worst part was those were simple mole calculations and i didnt know how to do them!So frustrating.I have to start revising now.ok just a short post about me not knowing how to to do the chem ques.=( haha but if you are laughing at me you may stop coz i remember everything already!blehhh =P lameo potato.ok byebye!

p/s Using graphing calculator makes me feel stupid coz i dont know how to operate it!

2010-02-05T20:04:00.002+08:00

Hello!It's a friday today so everyone say YAY!Anyway i took a bus to school for the very first time today and it was an unpleasant experience.lol.Because i was late and the school even recorded my name down.So sad.=( I think i will take a train to school from now on.Taking a bus to school makes me feel insecure.haha.ok anyway today was the first day of lectures and it was alright because i only have chem and hist lectures.After that,i have 3 hours of free time!Song bo?!So we went to a classroom to play games and dance and went for the gc talk after that and went for dinner at jp and headed home!ok talking about going home i took a cab home as i was feeling lazy and i seriously thought $16 would be more than enough but the cab fare turned out to be $17 and i was panicking like mad in the taxi wondering what i was supposed to do since i have not enough money to pay the driver.I was so afraid he would bring me to the police station or something or scold me till like dont know what but in the end he was nice and said it's ok so i heaved a sigh of relief.Phewwwww~Oh man this was the first time i took a cab and didnt have enough money to pay the driver lah!I'll never ever take a cab again if i have less than $20.From next week onwards there will be more lectures which will also mean more homework which will also mean mugging and no more com already.D=

AJC is really a mugging school lor...today right after the lectures you can see everyone doing homework while slackos like me go and play and slack during the 3 hours break.Wah sian i cannot lose out to them man from next week onwards i will also mug see who win who lor!hahaha joking lah.=D Graphing calculator is like so complicated lah i prefer the scientific calculator.I miss using scientific calculator.=( Wonder when i will get used to using the gc.Soon i hope.Whee pee doo dee doo~~~~i miss everyone and i cant wait to see them during CNY.YAY the thought of me meeting them soon fooling around makes me feel excited!!!HAHA it's been a long while since i did some silly and funny things and i can finally do it with the siao ding dongs!(green club and cherry)okok i am like super excited now so i have to calm down so byebye!

2010-01-31T20:21:00.003+08:00

WARNING:This is an emo post please dont read it if you are feeing happy.

Oh man im so sad and angry now just because of viwawa.=( Viwawa is the WORST place you can ever play card games at because firstly,people despise you when your level is low and they kick you out of the game.Secondly,once you make a mistake in it,just a teeny weeny mistake,they will scold you like they have never scolded anyone before and when you scold them back they will kick you out.So,it is a wth game unless you manage to play against nice people which i met the first few times i played and after that,the people i meet are all crazy people who will act as if they know everything.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!ok i think im feeling much better now after typing all these out.hehe.ok since i will be quitting viwawa and maple once orientation ends,i shall bear with it for another week.Why am i even addicted to viwawa!ok this post is just for me to vent my frustrations so please dont mind me.=D

Ok i just realised that i cant control my emotions at all today.I get irritated easily and snap at whoever irritates me.Oh man what exactly happen to me???Im not like this usually.=( ok i think i will be fine tomorrow.At least i hope i do.I feel so handicapped not being able to control my emotions.

2010-01-29T19:35:00.002+08:00

Ok so 2nd day of orientation was not bad coz i managed to know my whole group and get to hang around with the girls.They are all very nice.=D Im glad there's ice breaking games coz in the morning when we havent know each other yet,I have no topics to talk to anyone and i just stared into space for probably an hour?Then at that moment,all my friends' faces came into mind and i missed them a lot like super a lot and i almost cried coz i felt so lonely and lost,not able to be myself.=( haha but after the icebreaking games,i made new friends!So everything was alright in the end.However,other than the ice breaking games,the other games suck like mad.The 'game' which we played after icebreaking was just walking around the school,finding alphabets hidden along the way and in the end forming a phrase 'I Love Jc'.LOL?This is a game?This should be called a school tour what!haha but after that there is a mass dance which was super duper fun!So that saved the day.hehe=) Yay!Im just happy coz i made new friends!=DLooking forward to tomorrow where i can meet cherry and guin.yippee!

2010-01-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeee~today's only the first day of school but i feel as if i had been through a week of school.lol.All because of one reason:I have to wake up at 5am! lol so i began to get sleepy at 9am but i forced myself not to sleep or else it would be so rude if some teacher saw me sleeping.Anyway today's orientation is boring ttm coz we have to stay in the auditorium for talks from 8.30 to 1.35,having only 1 hour of break.hahaha but we will have games starting from tomorrow so im pretty excited about tomorrow.*blinks excitedly*LOL!Anyway i think we should have orientation after we know what courses we get into so that we can mix with our classmates?Like now im mixing with people who may or may not be my classmates it seems so lame.-_-"That means after i know my course i need to mix with new people again.okok anyway we have fbt shorts as our pe shorts and thats cool man!haha and the top isnt so bad afterall just that the colour's a bit weird.Ai yo,I miss talking nonsense to my friends and telling them things i find funny.Now that i am sitting beside strangers i dont dare to talk nonsense to them if not they may just think that i am some kind of a weirdo trying to zhuang shou!ok see ya guys soon!=(

2010-01-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

YAY today is a happy day.Firstly i got into ajc and secondly i met up with the green club people for the last time before school starts.So in the end,everything has gone well.I did not get my 8 points and did not get into njc but im still happy that i got into ajc.Except now that i see everyone going to sajc,i feel like following them.haha im such a fickle-minded person you all dont have to care about me actually.LOL.If this morning i see myself getting posted into sajc,i will feel sad but now that i got posted into ajc,i feel happy,but i want to go sajc too coz everyone's going there.Well,probably not everyone but at least guin and maybe even cheryl is going there.AH im sure i will miss them like hell(hell is such a strong word but i dont know what words to use anymore thus hell.=P )but since everyone will be making new friends in jc,it's pointless to follow friends around like what everyone says.So,so be it then!We will just meet up at least once a term and during CNY,national day and teachers' day and wear one another's uniform to confuse everyone!haha!Thinking about it makes me excited already.hehehe.I cant wait to see all of them again.

Anyway the sushi tei trip today was fun.=) We played song bo qi ko ba again and made lots of noise and disturbed claudu.haha hope she doesnt get a scolding later on!Anyway we even got a discount coz we are shi yi's friends!LOL they call her shi yi coz they cant pronounce claudia!hahaha thats the funniest thing i've ever heard.(No lah i was just exaggerating.=D ) Guin's such a booboo too,we went to at least 6 converse shops today to look for her grey shoes and she couldnt find it so in the end,she bought the brown shoes we saw right at the first shop and she tried the brown shoes in all the converse shops and bought it in the end.lol.

haha and the green club members have a new name for ourselves.The PEEWEES!Im peewee 1,shu wen peewee 2,su en peewee 3,guin peewee 4,claudia pee wee 5!It comes in the order of who comes out of the toilet first so im the fastest!*applause* And the phrase for today is "Bring It On!"hahaha!ok secondary school life has officially come to an end and tomorrow i shall be starting a new chapter of my life so...all the best everyone in your next chapter of life! =D

Anyway cheryl may be able to get into cjc or hereven sajc so im happy for her!Anyway last reminder dont get tricked by the you-know-what coz it's fun and stay in the you-know-what school ok!Im not stating the name of the school if not people will come and beat me up asking me what's so bad about you-know-what school?!ok im not saying that it's a bad school anyway please dont misunderstand what im saying.=D Just that cjc and sajc may be better!hahahaha!ok byebye if you know what school i am talking about please shhhhhhhhhhhh if not i may just get beaten up.lol.

2010-01-26T14:37:00.003+08:00

Im sick and tired of all these things.I may look like I dont care,always laughing like crazy but I actually do.Please stop all these,it makes me feel horrible just thnking about it.=/

2010-01-26T12:04:00.002+08:00

Tink!In a twinking of an eye,school is starting real soon and all of us will know which school we are posted to in a day's time and all of us will officially go on separate ways.(Although I am planning a study group on every thursday so that we will not go on separate ways.hehe.=D)I have been wanting to write a letter to everyone since O levels ended,but it has been 2 months and 13 days already and I havent got the determination to sit at one corner to write a letter to all my friends.=( I hope I will be able to do it today then!*begs my brain to let me do it*

Anyway I havent met cheryl for the longest period of time,claudia,guin suen,shu wen for a longer period of time and havent played mahjong and bridge for a long period of time(I got nothing to put for the long period of time so i just typed mahjong.=P) So,I miss them ttm!I like to use ttm hehehehe.Anyway there have been lots of touch and go people in my secondary school life and those that i mention above are the ones that really made an impact in my life.Impact sounds as if something serious had happen to me.haha.It just means that I would remember them for the rest of my life unless I have alzheimer?!(How to spell?!)

Anyway guin showed me a website which really makes me laugh like crazy so I am going to see more funny emails now!=D

AND I am glad to tell myself that I am finally not liking you anymore after so many years of liking you to no avail.LOL.Yippee!This calls for a celebration man.

2010-01-22T12:51:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA I find it funny whenever I log into blogger using yeo_mei_ling@hotmail.com because I dont even have an email address that looks like that,so most probably all the emails sent by blogger to that email will end up in another Yeo Mei Ling's email.Then that Mei Ling would most likely visit my blog which would be so cool!Ok...maybe it's all my own imagination and it isnt so complicated in the first place.It would just be blogger sending emails to an email address that doesnt even exist in the first place and no emails would be received by anyone!Why am i even talking about this email thingy?Anyway I realised that I am very random nowadays and I like this sign a lot!=S ok random again.=/

Anyway where are all the chalet pictures?Like there are only 7 chalet pictures uploaded on facebook and 5 are sleeping pictures of hiang wee.LOL.Someone please upload the waterbomb picture.hehehe.=D YAY anyway I found a favourite picture of myself!At least for today it will be my favourite,I cant guarantee that it will be my favourite for tomorrow.haha.And I will post it out if not my blog would be so wordyyyyyyyy.ok I want to catch Daybreakers,anyone interested?hehehehe.

Favourite picture for today!

I think I got queen look lor.hahaha so thick skinned!=P

ok byebye.=)

2010-01-21T12:20:00.003+08:00

Im back from the chalet.=) and =( Happy because I can finally catch some sleep and sad because it may be the last time I am seeing all my classmates,since all of us are going to different schools and jc life will be hectic,so conlusion is Im sad.lol.Chalet ended in a twinkling of an eye.At first I thought the chalet would be boring since the organisers are like so heck care.Like free and easy chalet like that,you want do what just go and do,then everyone was like doing different things so there wasnt much bonding at first.However things always change at night.lol.It seems as if our class will only start to bond at night.At night everyone will play card games together,gossip and go night cycling etc.Anyway i think it's quite cool to sleep at 7am everyday!AHHH I really dont want to lose contact with anyone.I will miss playing song bo qi ko ba with claudia and shu wen,miss hearing the boom ah ah cheer made up by suen and shuwen and when they go to the ah part su en will even go bang her head on the cupboard and when we really AHHHHH! when we saw a car coming while saying the boom ah ah cheer.hahaha.Miss claudia for always sleeping like a dead log,miss guin for rolling up to my space once i get up and she doesnt even know that and miss the gossip and mahjong session and water bomb and swimming with the class.Ai ya i will miss everything about the chalet since it's the first class chalet i ever had and most probably the last time i will be having the chalet with them.ok hope that someone will organise some outings for the class so that it will not be the last time i am seeing all of them.=)

Please stay in contact with me!If you dont i will go to everyone's house at midnight to scare everyone!Wait and see!lol lame.ok byebye.

2010-01-16T10:18:00.003+08:00

Im feeling shiok-a-doo-doo now,after I submitted my JAE yesterday.I feel relieved and thus I will now present a song to everyone. *hehehahahohoho willy wonka willy wonka willy wonka chocolate (what)* I forgot the lyrics lol.ok so now I shall wait patiently for my posting results which would be sent via sms to me!How cool is that?!LOL.I hope I can get into AJC,but even if I have to go to SAJC I will still be happy even though I will feel much happier f I get posted into AJC.hehe.Anyway I have something funny to share with everyone!lol.It's ridiculously funny!I will have to call my friends one by one to tell them personally as it will not sound funny here.hehe.Oh,from now on I shall stop talking about O levels because it's just plain irritating to hear me saying it a 1000 times without stopping.

4E2 will be having a class chalet finally and it will be held from the 18th to 20th and I am so excited!-.-(I dont understand why this lame sign will mean rolling eyes at you for both guin and cheryl.LOL.)Both of them are always random and that's funny!OH!I remembered what I want to say here finally.I really dislike typing I in blog coz I have to press shift with i,so most of the time I would just type i. Example is i am happy today,if some people dont understand what Im talking about.ok this post has no substance so I shall call it the lame post.Seriously lame for me to even give it a name.ok conclusion of the day is I am lame today.-_-" byebye.=D

2010-01-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

Im having a mixture of feelings now,but none are good.I feel scared,uneasy and insecure.I thought I had 7 points all along and didnt bother to ask anyone about my bonus points.Now,all of a sudden,be acheryl told me that I might ble to minus 2 bonus points only which would leave me with 9 points which also means that I could enter AJC or even SAJC(and no longer ACJC)still but I would have to enter the arts stream which I dont want because I dont want to take H1 chemistry!I want to take H2 chemistry. =( Thus,I called fuhua and the teacher say I can minus only 2 bonus points so i almost cried.(ya i cry easily due to O lvl stuffs)Then,i prayed to god and asked him to help me please and I called MOE after that.MOE assured me that I could minus 4 bonus points so I was happy after that!LOL!

However...a few minutes later,I felt insecure again and I called Mr lee and he said I could minus 4 bonus points too so I was positive I can minus 4 bonus points now!But Im still scared I can only minus 2 so in conclusion after this long post about the bonus points,Im still scared and kiasi and kiasu so I shall call MOE early in the morning tomorrow to confirm one last time before I submit my 12 choices.In case I put anderson science stream as my first choice and I cant get in then that would be terrible right?!ok byebye I know this post is super boring.Guin!If you ever read this post,help me correct my tenses ok?hehehe so that my english can improve.Tsk 16 already and I still cant get my tenses right.>=(

2010-01-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

I have decided that AJC will be my first choice and SAJC second.Yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya!

2010-01-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

I found these 2 pictures when i was blog hopping and i thought it would be good to post them up as it encourages everyone who didnt do well for O's,including me.=D I mean i really felt happier after reading it so i hope anybody who reads this would feel happier.hehe.