4 days nvr post already?or 3 days ah?dunno lah...hu cares lor...lol.I think by writing a post...u might get mental prob...coz sometimes u r toking n laughing 2 urself...lol.My mother's birthday coming this thurs...decided 2 buy her a cup...wif her pic on it...hehe...giving her surprise...dunno she will b touched until cry not leh...lol.Yesterday...i 4 the first time in my life felt so sad,disappointed,hurt n guilty...mixture of feelings lah...coz the 1 person i trusted so much actually betrayed me...he abused the trust i gave 2 him...somemore tell me can ignore him liao...after the things he had done...can ignoring him turn back the time?sadly...no...actually decided 2 ignore him 4ever le...but did not do so...coz he asked 4 my 4giveness...4give him le...but still very hurt...u shld noe hu i am toking bout ba the 1 i am writing here...k...today is a happy day...lol!smiled throughout the whole day...nvr ever so happy b4 ever since i like him...lol.now i am very troubled n lost...i am rly struggling 2 find out hu is the 1 i rly like...him?or him?sian...dun sae tis kind of thing le...change topic...ok...erm...me n ven went library 2day...2 do tat hui ben!then as we do...i was so noisy lah...i think...coz i jept laughing...rly hated quiet libraries...i whisper only also can hear leh...lol.I noe lah...library is meant 2 be quiet...but i just dun like it lor...then the lady sitting directly opp. us 1 keep staring at us leh...dunno stare wat...lol...wan slap her face sia...no lah...jkjk.ok...i noe i write tis some ppl might sae...i also wan slap ur face...lol.oh ya...then 2day Xun Yan came 2 sit beside me...theen me n ven wan sleep already mah...so we tell him go back...but he dun wan leh...zzz...so we let him stay there lor...then when i about 2 fall asleep tat time he go take my spects ask if he can wear not leh...lame lor...then he go sleep on my table sharing my table wif him...lol...still sing lullaby somemore leh...wah...then rly cant take it liao...quickly tell him go back his place...he dun wan leh...then kana scolded by ven...haha...xun yan...orby...lol...ok...i will end tis post here le...bb