WARNING:This is an emo post please dont read it if you are feeing happy.

Oh man im so sad and angry now just because of viwawa.=( Viwawa is the WORST place you can ever play card games at because firstly,people despise you when your level is low and they kick you out of the game.Secondly,once you make a mistake in it,just a teeny weeny mistake,they will scold you like they have never scolded anyone before and when you scold them back they will kick you out.So,it is a wth game unless you manage to play against nice people which i met the first few times i played and after that,the people i meet are all crazy people who will act as if they know everything.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!ok i think im feeling much better now after typing all these out.hehe.ok since i will be quitting viwawa and maple once orientation ends,i shall bear with it for another week.Why am i even addicted to viwawa!ok this post is just for me to vent my frustrations so please dont mind me.=D



Ok i just realised that i cant control my emotions at all today.I get irritated easily and snap at whoever irritates me.Oh man what exactly happen to me???Im not like this usually.=( ok i think i will be fine tomorrow.At least i hope i do.I feel so handicapped not being able to control my emotions.

Ok so 2nd day of orientation was not bad coz i managed to know my whole group and get to hang around with the girls.They are all very nice.=D Im glad there's ice breaking games coz in the morning when we havent know each other yet,I have no topics to talk to anyone and i just stared into space for probably an hour?Then at that moment,all my friends' faces came into mind and i missed them a lot like super a lot and i almost cried coz i felt so lonely and lost,not able to be myself.=( haha but after the icebreaking games,i made new friends!So everything was alright in the end.However,other than the ice breaking games,the other games suck like mad.The 'game' which we played after icebreaking was just walking around the school,finding alphabets hidden along the way and in the end forming a phrase 'I Love Jc'.LOL?This is a game?This should be called a school tour what!haha but after that there is a mass dance which was super duper fun!So that saved the day.hehe=) Yay!Im just happy coz i made new friends!=DLooking forward to tomorrow where i can meet cherry and guin.yippee!

Wheeeeeeee~today's only the first day of school but i feel as if i had been through a week of school.lol.All because of one reason:I have to wake up at 5am! lol so i began to get sleepy at 9am but i forced myself not to sleep or else it would be so rude if some teacher saw me sleeping.Anyway today's orientation is boring ttm coz we have to stay in the auditorium for talks from 8.30 to 1.35,having only 1 hour of break.hahaha but we will have games starting from tomorrow so im pretty excited about tomorrow.*blinks excitedly*LOL!Anyway i think we should have orientation after we know what courses we get into so that we can mix with our classmates?Like now im mixing with people who may or may not be my classmates it seems so lame.-_-"That means after i know my course i need to mix with new people again.okok anyway we have fbt shorts as our pe shorts and thats cool man!haha and the top isnt so bad afterall just that the colour's a bit weird.Ai yo,I miss talking nonsense to my friends and telling them things i find funny.Now that i am sitting beside strangers i dont dare to talk nonsense to them if not they may just think that i am some kind of a weirdo trying to zhuang shou!ok see ya guys soon!=(

YAY today is a happy day.Firstly i got into ajc and secondly i met up with the green club people for the last time before school starts.So in the end,everything has gone well.I did not get my 8 points and did not get into njc but im still happy that i got into ajc.Except now that i see everyone going to sajc,i feel like following them.haha im such a fickle-minded person you all dont have to care about me actually.LOL.If this morning i see myself getting posted into sajc,i will feel sad but now that i got posted into ajc,i feel happy,but i want to go sajc too coz everyone's going there.Well,probably not everyone but at least guin and maybe even cheryl is going there.AH im sure i will miss them like hell(hell is such a strong word but i dont know what words to use anymore thus hell.=P )but since everyone will be making new friends in jc,it's pointless to follow friends around like what everyone says.So,so be it then!We will just meet up at least once a term and during CNY,national day and teachers' day and wear one another's uniform to confuse everyone!haha!Thinking about it makes me excited already.hehehe.I cant wait to see all of them again.

Anyway the sushi tei trip today was fun.=) We played song bo qi ko ba again and made lots of noise and disturbed claudu.haha hope she doesnt get a scolding later on!Anyway we even got a discount coz we are shi yi's friends!LOL they call her shi yi coz they cant pronounce claudia!hahaha thats the funniest thing i've ever heard.(No lah i was just exaggerating.=D ) Guin's such a booboo too,we went to at least 6 converse shops today to look for her grey shoes and she couldnt find it so in the end,she bought the brown shoes we saw right at the first shop and she tried the brown shoes in all the converse shops and bought it in the end.lol.

haha and the green club members have a new name for ourselves.The PEEWEES!Im peewee 1,shu wen peewee 2,su en peewee 3,guin peewee 4,claudia pee wee 5!It comes in the order of who comes out of the toilet first so im the fastest!*applause* And the phrase for today is "Bring It On!"hahaha!ok secondary school life has officially come to an end and tomorrow i shall be starting a new chapter of my life so...all the best everyone in your next chapter of life! =D

Anyway cheryl may be able to get into cjc or hereven sajc so im happy for her!Anyway last reminder dont get tricked by the you-know-what coz it's fun and stay in the you-know-what school ok!Im not stating the name of the school if not people will come and beat me up asking me what's so bad about you-know-what school?!ok im not saying that it's a bad school anyway please dont misunderstand what im saying.=D Just that cjc and sajc may be better!hahahaha!ok byebye if you know what school i am talking about please shhhhhhhhhhhh if not i may just get beaten up.lol.

Im sick and tired of all these things.I may look like I dont care,always laughing like crazy but I actually do.Please stop all these,it makes me feel horrible just thnking about it.=/

Tink!In a twinking of an eye,school is starting real soon and all of us will know which school we are posted to in a day's time and all of us will officially go on separate ways.(Although I am planning a study group on every thursday so that we will not go on separate ways.hehe.=D)I have been wanting to write a letter to everyone since O levels ended,but it has been 2 months and 13 days already and I havent got the determination to sit at one corner to write a letter to all my friends.=( I hope I will be able to do it today then!*begs my brain to let me do it*

Anyway I havent met cheryl for the longest period of time,claudia,guin suen,shu wen for a longer period of time and havent played mahjong and bridge for a long period of time(I got nothing to put for the long period of time so i just typed mahjong.=P) So,I miss them ttm!I like to use ttm hehehehe.Anyway there have been lots of touch and go people in my secondary school life and those that i mention above are the ones that really made an impact in my life.Impact sounds as if something serious had happen to me.haha.It just means that I would remember them for the rest of my life unless I have alzheimer?!(How to spell?!)

Anyway guin showed me a website which really makes me laugh like crazy so I am going to see more funny emails now!=D

AND I am glad to tell myself that I am finally not liking you anymore after so many years of liking you to no avail.LOL.Yippee!This calls for a celebration man.

HAHAHA I find it funny whenever I log into blogger using yeo_mei_ling@hotmail.com because I dont even have an email address that looks like that,so most probably all the emails sent by blogger to that email will end up in another Yeo Mei Ling's email.Then that Mei Ling would most likely visit my blog which would be so cool!Ok...maybe it's all my own imagination and it isnt so complicated in the first place.It would just be blogger sending emails to an email address that doesnt even exist in the first place and no emails would be received by anyone!Why am i even talking about this email thingy?Anyway I realised that I am very random nowadays and I like this sign a lot!=S ok random again.=/

Favourite picture for today!

I think I got queen look lor.hahaha so thick skinned!=P

ok byebye.=)

Im back from the chalet.=) and =( Happy because I can finally catch some sleep and sad because it may be the last time I am seeing all my classmates,since all of us are going to different schools and jc life will be hectic,so conlusion is Im sad.lol.Chalet ended in a twinkling of an eye.At first I thought the chalet would be boring since the organisers are like so heck care.Like free and easy chalet like that,you want do what just go and do,then everyone was like doing different things so there wasnt much bonding at first.However things always change at night.lol.It seems as if our class will only start to bond at night.At night everyone will play card games together,gossip and go night cycling etc.Anyway i think it's quite cool to sleep at 7am everyday!AHHH I really dont want to lose contact with anyone.I will miss playing song bo qi ko ba with claudia and shu wen,miss hearing the boom ah ah cheer made up by suen and shuwen and when they go to the ah part su en will even go bang her head on the cupboard and when we really AHHHHH! when we saw a car coming while saying the boom ah ah cheer.hahaha.Miss claudia for always sleeping like a dead log,miss guin for rolling up to my space once i get up and she doesnt even know that and miss the gossip and mahjong session and water bomb and swimming with the class.Ai ya i will miss everything about the chalet since it's the first class chalet i ever had and most probably the last time i will be having the chalet with them.ok hope that someone will organise some outings for the class so that it will not be the last time i am seeing all of them.=)

Please stay in contact with me!If you dont i will go to everyone's house at midnight to scare everyone!Wait and see!lol lame.ok byebye.

Im feeling shiok-a-doo-doo now,after I submitted my JAE yesterday.I feel relieved and thus I will now present a song to everyone. *hehehahahohoho willy wonka willy wonka willy wonka chocolate (what)* I forgot the lyrics lol.ok so now I shall wait patiently for my posting results which would be sent via sms to me!How cool is that?!LOL.I hope I can get into AJC,but even if I have to go to SAJC I will still be happy even though I will feel much happier f I get posted into AJC.hehe.Anyway I have something funny to share with everyone!lol.It's ridiculously funny!I will have to call my friends one by one to tell them personally as it will not sound funny here.hehe.Oh,from now on I shall stop talking about O levels because it's just plain irritating to hear me saying it a 1000 times without stopping.

4E2 will be having a class chalet finally and it will be held from the 18th to 20th and I am so excited!-.-(I dont understand why this lame sign will mean rolling eyes at you for both guin and cheryl.LOL.)Both of them are always random and that's funny!OH!I remembered what I want to say here finally.I really dislike typing I in blog coz I have to press shift with i,so most of the time I would just type i. Example is i am happy today,if some people dont understand what Im talking about.ok this post has no substance so I shall call it the lame post.Seriously lame for me to even give it a name.ok conclusion of the day is I am lame today.-_-" byebye.=D

Labels: Lame post

Im having a mixture of feelings now,but none are good.I feel scared,uneasy and insecure.I thought I had 7 points all along and didnt bother to ask anyone about my bonus points.Now,all of a sudden,be acheryl told me that I might ble to minus 2 bonus points only which would leave me with 9 points which also means that I could enter AJC or even SAJC(and no longer ACJC)still but I would have to enter the arts stream which I dont want because I dont want to take H1 chemistry!I want to take H2 chemistry. =( Thus,I called fuhua and the teacher say I can minus only 2 bonus points so i almost cried.(ya i cry easily due to O lvl stuffs)Then,i prayed to god and asked him to help me please and I called MOE after that.MOE assured me that I could minus 4 bonus points so I was happy after that!LOL!

However...a few minutes later,I felt insecure again and I called Mr lee and he said I could minus 4 bonus points too so I was positive I can minus 4 bonus points now!But Im still scared I can only minus 2 so in conclusion after this long post about the bonus points,Im still scared and kiasi and kiasu so I shall call MOE early in the morning tomorrow to confirm one last time before I submit my 12 choices.In case I put anderson science stream as my first choice and I cant get in then that would be terrible right?!ok byebye I know this post is super boring.Guin!If you ever read this post,help me correct my tenses ok?hehehe so that my english can improve.Tsk 16 already and I still cant get my tenses right.>=(

I have decided that AJC will be my first choice and SAJC second.Yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya!

In the end,all did not turn out as planned.I planned to get 8 points,and then enter NJC.Yesterday when i did not see my name at the 10 points section,I was really sure my name was going to be at the 8 or 9 points section.ok all this seemed a little too over confidence and thick skinned but i really thought i did well after seeing the number of distinctions for all the subjects being so high except for english.LOL i even thought i had a chance of getting A1 or A2 for english lor.so afterall it was all my imagination.lol.I even dreamt of myself walking up to stage to collect my 8 or 9 points!=( Laugh all you want if you find this funny.Even i find this funny lor.Everyone kept saying that i can go on stage and i myself was so convinced that i really thought i will go up.ok i mean this is kind of stupid coz i got like 8 distinctions 2A1s and 6A2s and then pop out english i got C5.=/ So conclusion is i got 11 points.hai ya!I worked hard for everything except for english so i have no one but myself to blame.So now i am going to work doubly hard for my english.Whenever i see people having the choice of going to my dream school NJC i feel sore and sad.ok i shall not grumble anymore about my results.Anyway i dont know which JC to go!However,i think my first 3 choices will be AJC,ACJC and SAJC.I will also be embarrassing myself by putting NJC as one of my choices,although i know i cant get in for sure.lol.

Quoted from guin's blog again:
I learned that it's better to at least ask for something when you want it. Because there is a chance, no matter how bleak, that you will actually obtain it.

So even though i cant enter NJC i would at least put it as one of my choices so that i would have a chance of obtaining it no matter how bleak the chance it.LOL like copycat.

And i dont know whether it's because im sensitive again or what but i feel as if you are laughing at me.Being happy that i am not able to get my 8 or 9 points and having a "who cares about you?" attitude towards me. Maybe i am sensitive and maybe im not.

Anyway cheryl dont be sad ok?We may be going on separate ways but all of us can still meet up frequently!hehe you can also call me as and when you like and i will tell you funny things.lol.=D

ok after posting this all out i am no longer feeling sad about my results coz like what claudia had said,God has already planned it all out and God will not harm me.So there is always a reason for everything he does and that's why he gave me 11 points.=D whee~im happy once again.lol.I will wait and see the purpose of why God placed me in another school instead of NJC.=D Althought i am still wishing for the tiny chance that NJC will accept me.lol.ok byebye.XD

Today is a happy day so YAY!haha I'm happy because I finally have a steamboat with my friends at my house.Which friend you might ask,and it was obviously the siao ding dong friends!hahaha.We(me and guin) were supposed to be meeting claudia at fairprice finest at 9.30 and guess what?Claudia smsed me at 9.30 and asked if she could meet us at my house instead and i said ok,so i asked if she was still at home and she said "yup".Oh my goodness at that moment i really felt like fainting.lol.She ps us!ok so we had the steamboat and we played 3,6,9 which cheryl is the ultimate loser!haha lousy fella.=P Then i don't know why but i suddenly sang Dear baby to them in a completely wrong tune and all of us laughed till we were tearing.Some parts of the day was super boring but nevertheless i enjoyed it coz it was a funny day.wahaha.Then cheryl went to far east plaza and we talked about O level results.=( Talking about that topic just makes me feel panicky and sad.

Anyway i am also unhappy because...I cant smell and taste the steamboat food so everything i ate today was what one word can describe it all tasteless.Im so sad!I want to taste it!It seems so nice to them but i cant taste anything.=( haha and there is 2 more days to results day and i am still not ready for it while everyone is all ready to receive their results.I will read more good books starting from tomorrow to improve my english so that i will be more prepared for jc life.ok see ya people on ghostly monday.Woooooooooooooo~

Hi peeps!hah.Anyway i realised that i like to visit guin's blog because the posts are full of depth and when you are reading it,it doesn't make you look shallow.Sounds like i am advertising for her blog but it's quite true!I learnt a lot of new words from her blog through her posts.Like orthodox which means conventional which i would just use conventional if i were to write it in my essay or blog post.ok end of guin's mighty blog.=D

Anyway all the fishes at home just died because i fed them bread crumbs!Maybe it's not because of the bread crumbs but how come right after i throw in some bread they all died one by one?!My favourite black and white fish died first then the others followed suit.-__-" I am never ever gonna bring back long kang fishes back home again because i will only kill them.=( My mum even calls me a 害人精because i brought home fishes which i don't know how to take care of and thus killed them,but im not a 害人精 in actual fact im a 害鱼精.lol.

I'm so looking forward to friday's steamboat.hehe.Anyway i am worrying about something which i am not going to say out if not all of u will worry with me.haha sounds obvious already right?So everyone let's have a party this sunday at my house to have a crying session coz all of us are so worried.zzz lame.Anyway i am really thankful to god for letting me have this cheerful personality and this weird kind of laughter to make up for my qian bian face.If not i seriously think no one would ever want to be my friend.hehe i am really thankful towards god for all the things he had done for me.=D ok then ciaos!

Hey my new year post was gone!>:(I spent a long long while typing it all out and it's gone!Ai ya im feeling so lazy to type it all out again.ok Anyway this was what i wrote at that time i think.Year 2009 was gone in a flash,too fast for me to even have time to react to it and it was was gone and Poof!2010 is here.ok year 2009 started off with me still having holiday mood and playing everyday still without sensing the urgency of the O lvls.Thus time passed by very quickly.Then came mid year which i still couldnt feel the urgency and i did quite badly i think failing english one time after the other which really demoralised me a lot by maybe 90%of my confidence.ok so my mindset was :Ai ya who cares about mid year it's the O lvls that count.So...the june holidays came and i was still in the who cares mood and i didnt study during the whole holiday when everyone started studying like mad already,doing mindmaps,notes and yada yada.ok then comes prelims and it really woke me up from my sleep.lol i was suddenly very afraid of the major exam that was coming in a month's time and 2 weeks before the exam i started to break down coz i couldnt take the stress and i was constantly afraid of myself not being able to memorise everything in time.Then O's was over and it was party time!lol and time flew by me so quickly it's 2010.haha.Oh and starting from 1st Jan,I am officially school-less!I have to sign in at the security table i think to be able to enter fuhua.hahaha it's actually quite interesting.=P

And results day is coming and i am starting to get paniky like how i was feeling during the O lvls period.=(

Anyway these are my goals of the year:
1)Study everyday for at least an hour so that i will not be stress when exam comes.(hope i can really do it!=)
2)Attend church at least once a month.
3)Stop being lazy.
4)Keep my study room spick and span.
5)Stay in touch with all my friends!