Hello people im here to blog again! WHEEE~ Anyway i just realised my blog posts all sound very childish upon reading it a 2nd time but when im typing it, it feels alright! Okay i think it's coz my tone is just too informal which is good! Blog post is supposed to be informal right? =D

Okay, anyway i just feel like blogging all of a sudden coz im feeling very stressed up over friendship issues. I always get irritated by this person coz she's always doing nonsense to upset me. -.- Like really ridiculous things and make me feel like saying WTH. Why am i even tolerating her nonsense? Plus i already told her what im angry about earlier this morning and she thinks there is nothing wrong in her doing hurtful stuff to me.

So anyway this incident made me realise that im always going on a mood rollercoaster coz of friendship issues. So it's like friends are like everything to me and i place too much priorities on them. HAHAHA so main point is i think this sudden realization is from God you know! Like God is trying to tell me to ask Him to change me during the upcoming encounter camp! Change me and allow me to put God above everything and i will no longer go on a rollercoaster together with my friends' actions. Im really easily affected by friends you know! I dont know how to explain that but it's irritating to me now that im so easily affected. My close friends will know how dependent i am on friends ever since sec 1. Lol.

Yes! So God is really true coz you know why? My cell leader was asking us to ask God for anything and to solve our problems but i cant think of any problems coz i was leading a happy life. Haha then until today did i realise i have a mega huge problem which has been tagging along with me for years. Im gonna rip it out from its bud after the encounter camp and im really going to be a changed person after the camp. =DDDDDD Oh gosh! Cant wait for the encounter camp to come! Im really really excited to see what God can do for me!

BYEBYE peeps. Oh and orientation is coming, i cant wait!

Hello peeps. Anyway im having a fever cum sore throat with blood. Disgusting ttm. And it's getting irritating coz i want to go to school but my body doesnt allow me to. It's like somewhere around noon i will feel super tired and my legs will turn wobbly and it's just dramatic. -.- *irritated mood*

Im also super confused about tomorrow because there's open house and then im not sure what i have to do! Like do i go to the choir room first or OHF's room first? Everything's confusing when you are not in school to ask people.

Ok byebye.

Hello! It's 2011! It's a whole new year with a brand new start. Im gonna promise myself im not going to be procrastinating anymore. If i say i want to finish something today, i MUST do it. It's difficult but i'll try. And i really really really want to start reading the bible real soon and i hope i can do it when school reopens. Like reading it daily when im going to school?

Anyway last year had been a great year for me coz i finally understand and believe the phrase: 'God is faithful.' For the past few years i havent been going to church and cell coz i dont want to and im lazy. However, last year by some weird reason i replied 'Ok im going to cell' to claudia when she asked me. HAHAHA i think that's quite funny because claudia told me she was shocked and she expected me to spin up some excuses again to reject her invitation but in the end i actually said ok. And that was the start of me attending church and cell regularly and also me turning into a member of the cell instead of just a guest. Last time i always felt quite sad when they always treat me as a guest for all the events. HEHE. So im no longer a guest!!!!!! =DDD

Ok and i actually survived J1 and didnt drop out of school due to stress and whatever nonsense. Haha and i made lots of new friends in 2010 and last year's birthday was so much more different from past years coz i received my first balloon! =D And also thank God for me still staying in contact with friends who are important to me. I was seriously afraid i cant stay in contact with them anymore (my sec school friends) after leaving secondary school. But it didnt happen and in fact, we became closer and met up oftenly? Coz we are all in different schools with busy schedules and it's still amazing we are still meeting up for 'a cup of tea'.

I really like to use the phrase 'Meet up for a cup of tea'. Not that i really meet them for teas but it just mean chit chatting and catching up on each other's life. Normally turning into a nonsense and mass laughing session. Ai ya anyway just thank God for everything. Really everything. Even simple things like me still being alive is already worth thanking the lord. =)

oh ok talking about THIS year. As in 2011, I went for OGL workshop for 3 consecutive days and it was mad tiring. I wake up at 6am and reach home at 10pm. Spending 12 hours in school jumping and dancing and singing and shouting. And i went with a 'OMGoodness why did i even sign up? I'm not those vocal person who can dance and sing and shout coz im very shy' mindset. If you know me well, you will know that im actually very shy but actually inside me i dont want to be shy and i am actually not. So it's like once i know you more, i will no longer appear quiet lah. So anyway, im so glad the OGL workshop is like so high 24/7 so i sort of have a personality change? Like im no longer feeling awkward after a few hours of cheering and whatnot. =D Wheeeee and my alliance is the best i think it's so bonded and everyone inside is funny. Bonded as in not those gaga bonded for show one. Haha i dont know how to explain also.

Okay to sum up this week it's just tiring and my homework is still a mountain high and i dont care anymore i will just chiong and do and see how much i can finish since i have so many breaks in school, i can jolly well do in school lor. My first period on monday starts at 11.15!!!???!!! so i'll just do in school. HEHE. Okay byebye im going to school now. =D