Im feeling so confused now because i have so many plans in mind and things to do im afraid i would forget them easily. Everyday there's bound to be things waiting for me to do so i seriously need to start writing them all out one by one. Anyway there's flea and universal studios for me this saturday! HEHEHE. So exciting right. How i wish those 2 events can be on separate days so that i can play 1 full day at the universal studios. D= I also want to go for the flea so hai ya i can only play for a few hours at the studios. YAY and im gonna have a sleepover on the 6th and i can have a 'the night is still young' party. HAHA. =D

Oh so this time at the flea im gonna make bracelets. Customised one and hopefully i can earn money so that i can spend them on food and shopping. EXCITED TILL I CANNOT SLEEP! I want to eat lots of jap fooddddddddddd. Anyway i aim to finish my homework by 10 dec so that after im back from Bangkok i can slack all the way. I need to pack my study room and file my worksheets this holiday too. Tsk so many things to do so little time. =SSSSSSSSSSss

Ok byeeeee i have lots of things to say actually just that i forgot most of it.

Hello! The holidays are coming and im so excited! It's reaching me in a day's time. (Holidays should have started eons ago not a day later. D= ) Anyway choir days are not as many as i had expected so i will go for most unless it clashes with my plans. =))) And there's gonna be another flea coming soon and im gonna join it again. MUAHAHAHA. So exciting and this time im gonna make bracelets. Come and support man im gonna go with cherry and i hope it will be successful!

Anyway i had thousands of things to blog about a min ago but i forgot most of it. Hmm so anyway im feeling quite sad now coz 2moro i end at 10.15 but there's choir at 3.30. The point is if i have friends with me i wont feel that sad but my classmates and choir friends have lessons till 12.15 so i have to be alone for 2 hours. So i would most likely go home coz i dislike being alone unless i feel like being alone on that day. But i cant pon anymore choir practices coz i want to pon the thurs one since there's cell. Ai ya today have enough worries so let tomorrow worry for itself. (not that i have worries today just that i wanna use this phrase. =D ) Sianness and i havent memorise my scores. I should just go and eat toothpaste.

Oh yessss i remembered some parts of what i want to post already. There's so many activities this holiday but i have no TIME! I need at least 2 weeks for homework coz i will surely do it slowly, but im also going overseas, chalet, sleepover, shopping, flea, go chill with people, eat buffets and there's also choirrrrr. Okay i need to draw out a timetable as well as to file my notes and pack my study room.

So many things to do yet so little time! Ok anyway i want to watch rapunzel, harry potter and gulliver's travel too. Tsk i should seriously stop thinking about playing. BYE i will write a timetable soon.

Oh no im so flustered now coz i just realised that there is christmas carolling on 26 and 27 oct which is next week! And i have been lazy everyday so i didnt bother memorising my carols! OH NOOOOOOOOOO. I need to memorise now but im still lazy. Anyway this week is just plain tiring. There is sandcastle building and then rushing to cell and a day of CIP plus flea on consecutive days! Phew, just glad that this week is finally over. Oh talking about the sandcastles, we are not talking about those 'mini children build' sandcastles, we built those giantic ones ok! We have to carry buckets of water from the sea, then pour it onto the sand and press it and pour dry sand again ... Wah it's super tiring but it's worth it coz our class won the best sandcastle award! HEHEHE. I hope Jinglin will post the sandcastle photos up on facebook so that i can see them!

Talking about yesterday, i went to YWCA to play with the kids for service learning. Anyway i think the kids there are my worst nightmare as well as my sweetest dream? HAHA. Nightmare because they are so naughty and rude! Nice dream coz they are super cute and funny! It's so interesting to observe what they are doing! I laughed till my stomach was aching yesterday when the kids were doing stupid things! HAHAHA. Okay and my buddy was so rude to me i felt super sad! I asked her if she wants to be a bunny girl for the fashion parade then she was like ' WHATEVER' x 10 HAHA luckily my face turned black and she was guilty or scared (i dont know) so in the end she became nice to me! =))))) Therefore the conclusion is a black face works at times! =D

Ok byeeeee.

WHEEEE tomorrow is a picnic day and im gonna wake up early to make pizza. =) And thurs is going to be a shopping day with the wang zhe, hui min and yanning! Anyway i didnt go to school today coz my nose was still hurting but i went to cheryl's house coz it's bored to stay at home. HEHE and i have nice nails now. Her skills not bad next time ask her help me paint. LOL my painting skill like so blehhhh.

Anyway i think i have the best mum on earth. haha. Everything i want, if my mum can afford it, she will buy for me once she gets her bonus or salary. And if i say i want to go out shopping, go eat etc she will surely give me money. Plus when i told her im going to the flea to sell things she still help me ask her friends for clothes rack. She did so many things for me so next time i need to give her a good life. haha. She's super good except that she nags like there is no tomorrow. hehe but anyway nagging means she's concerned about me, so i shall stop complaining bout her nagging.

OHHHHH and i bought a new pair of shoes and it's so pretty. Cant wait to wear it out. haha. Okay byebye!

p/s: claudidu udders has an ice cream flavour called earl grey you know! You should go eat it someday!

I drank KOI for the first ever time today! And i dont think i will drink it anymore in the future coz it's kinda overated and doesnt really taste nice to me. Anyway it's still quite a good experience. =) I went to the polyclinic after that coz my stupid nose bone is painful. It has been painful for quite a while already just that im lazy to see the doctor. Anyway i decided to go and see today coz im quite scared that i may have nose cancer or something. Luckily, it's not and i only have a nose infection. Phew.

Anyway, im gonna meet up with my primary school good friends next week to go and chit chat. HAHA quite excting coz i havent met one of them for years. The other one is in the same school as me but we seldom talk in school. Wheeeee. Oh and i want the holiday to start now and i really mean now. I have no mood for school and i would rather stay at home to do homework than to go to school coz going to school means i have to wake up earlier. HAIZ holiday.

Okay, im so looking forward to playing like siao and someone please remind me to bring raffia string, take clothes rack, to buy food for my pizza, take my mail from post office and pay polyclinic? How come iphone no notes on standby one??? I dont know what i can do to remind myself to bring those stuff. Anyway byebye.

Hello it's a nice Sunday morning! Anyway i missed out a whole lot of fun yesterday. D= The people who went for the walk said it was fun like anything while im cooped up in school to sing. =`( Anyway next year if there's the walk i would go for sure man even though it's the A levels period. Should exercise in times of examinations also right? HAHA good excuse. =) Oh and i have to memorise 15 christmas songs by next sat so i need to start memorising now. ANDDDDDDD the holiday homework is piling up and soon it would be as tall as a mountain but im not gonna start now coz im lazy. I'll most probably start when the holiday starts and pull claudidu with me to do work since she has lots of assignments also. Anyway whoever wants to join in the assignment cum homework session feel free to join. LOL.

Oh and there's gonna be a _______ next wednesday! Guess what's the ______? It's a P.I.C.N.I.C, PICNIC! At long last, there's finally going to be a picnic. I've been waiting till my neck is now as long as a giraffe's one. HEHEHEHE. Picnic. LOL. Im gonna make some pizzaaaaaaa. No bringing of tidbits won!

Anyway this holiday is kinda exciting coz there's lots of activities. There will be chalets, picnics, buffets and shopping trips and many more lah. So i must finish all my homework by end of November (dream on) so that i can play.

OH and i forgot to mention yesterday's service kinda spoke to me. Like everything the pastor said just knocked some sense into me and made me reflect my actions. Anyway i went for alter call too so i have to honour the promise i made to God yesterday. I promise i'll try my best to salvage the current situation but just give me time. I believe very soon, we'll be okay again like how we were last time. Ok byebye!

The OP week is over which means lectures are starting tomorrow and it's kinda sian. This week feels like the holidays? Because i dont have to do any homework and i can slack till i drop except for the first few days of this week which i have to prepare for OP. Anyway OP is over and i miss doing it with my group mates. They are all so funny and lame it's impossible not to be happy when im doing PW. HEHE. Oh and you know what? Choir is rushing towards me with its full engine. After PW's over, choir has come to take over its place! I think there will be 4 choir prac per week starting next week and it's quite scary and tiring. Not that i dont enjoy choir, i actually do enjoy singing *lalala* but then 4 times a week is just tiring lor. Nevermind i need to learn how to love it even more to not grumble.

Oh and i feel so apologetic and guilty now that i actually did not know it was rebecca's birthday yesterday. The worst part is when i saw her yesterday, i said everything under the sun to her except wishing her happy birthday! Oh man, i need to make it up to her this sat by getting her a nice birthday gift. She was so nice to remember mine and mandy's one and even gave us awesome gifts but then here we are not knowing her birthday. D= I think im going to buy her a bag or something coz her bag is old already. Im super sorry and i dont think she will see this but im still guilty. I think she's one of the nicest person i've ever met on earth other than yanning. LOL i doubt there can be anyone nicer than them.

Okay byebye.

p/s: YAY i dont have to go for choir next sat coz i have SL project and flea! First time im able to evade choir without the president nagging.

YAY! Today is my OP day and PW is finally over. It's been a long and tiring year i cant believe how i managed to survive this PW. Anyway i will miss having PW with my groupmates and talking crap with them. D= Kudos to no more butterflies in my stomach! It's tiring to feel scared every single day. HEHE. Anyway my iphone has arrived! WHEEEEEE. But my friend says even maid has an iphone now so im no longer as excited as before. Nonetheless, im still thankful i can have a new phone! BYE for now!

Anyway i dont know why im feeling this way. I feel so sick and tired of you i dont even want to pray about this issue. I dont even feel like praying that we would clear the bad air and that we would become friends again. I know that satan is controlling me, making me sin but i just cant bring myself to pray. I pray for everything under the sun except this. Pray for everyone's well being except yours. Someone please pray for me? I dont know why im acting this way coz it's quite horrible to be controlled by the evil side of me.

2nd post of the day! Anyway, i find it so sweet when parents say i love you to their kids. It's so nice and sweet it makes the children feel that they are actually treasured and loved. HEHEHE anyway i decided to post this after looking at Bimbo loh's blog! Her mum actually says 'i love you' to her when she was young. Maybe now still have? I shall go kpo kpo ask her. =D It's so nice and i hope my parents could actually say it to me when im young so that when they say it now i wont find it weird. D=

ok conclusion of this para: Next time i WILL say 'i love you' to my child every day! HEHEHE stupid post but i shall do it next time for sure! Then i will sob when they say i love you back to me when im an old woman.

Oh yes! Teens xcite today was kinda cool coz it's really for the young by the young service and everything is short and sweet and cool. -__-'' But too short for my liking but cool can already. Adult service is better but the teen service gives out prizes every week and they are seriously ATTRACTIVE. Today, they gave out 3 starbucks voucher worth $35 each, 1 ipad, 1 olympus digital camera and 1 creative speaker! The ipad is the BOOMZ one lah! Plus you know what, for the next 3 weeks, they will be giving out another 3 more. Im so gonna win one but i dont think i can and i dont know how. You can only win by a lucky draw but i dont know how to get involved in the lucky draw. =S Ai ya i want an ipad leh. If it's free i want but if i have to buy it i dont want. So dont say things like 'go buy one yourself!' Because i actually think ipad is a luxury good and not a neccessity so no point buying such an expensive gadget. Rightttt? Wah cant believe im actually typing something so profound. *self praise*

Okay im in the 'i want to play some computer games' mood now so ciaos!

p/s: i want to go for the ilovesingapore walk but there's choir that day too. D=

It's a happy little day.

Anyway the picnic is really cancelled. D= It became a minds cafe sort of outing. Nvm lah can go out can already. =D

Okay on a lighter note, i got back my result slip today and my rank points is 48 plus there write i pass all my subjects! Okay 48 may sound nooby to some people but im already very happy to get this amount of rank points. It is like 6 times my rank points in mid year can! I got 8 points in mid year which was like WTH i just feel like dying coz im the bottom 10 percent of the cohord. Oh and for mid year i failed ALL my subjects but now i pass ALL too! Praise to the Lord! HEHEHE i always say the same thing but im really thankful + happy + scared(stupid feeling). YAY! Happy. =D

And choir was super enjoyable today and i dont know why. HEHEHE i enjoyed singing the carols and Ubi Caritas. Wheeeeeeee byebye.

Hellooooooooo. My plan to pon choir today failed miserably because i stupidly told my classmate aka choir president that im ponning choir and im giving him a parents letter tomorrow. Then he say he's not going to accept the letter! Im so screwed. He's also going to put a zero for my attendance lor. I told him the truth that im ponning instead of lying to him that i have a flu or something so i should be credited for it right? =/ He even asked me why i never tell him beforehand that im ponning(coz he called me to ask where i am at the time choir is starting) and i was like thinking erm if i tell him he will surely not let me go home one coz i tried telling him before last time and it failed too. =S Eeyer, so horrible can next time i would just tell him im sick instead of telling him the truth.

Okay, next thing im going to say is that there is this stupid fella who tried to send virus through my com through my tagboard! He/she posted a website there and i clicked it and then the website was so weird i decided to close that page. I bet with one strand of my hair that it's virus. -__-" Dont be so mean to send virus to people's com please. I dont even see the purpose in doing so except someone's com would crash miserably and you the virus sender can laugh till your head roll off. >=(

Oh yes and i just realised one of my classmate is so funny! She go and imitate xiaxue and advertise for the Mr Potato rice crisps and it's super funny. I laughed till i teared. HEHE. She was once irritating but now she is funny in her quirky ways! =DDDD

OH YEAHHHHHHH OP is ending in 7 days! Looking forward to it coz i seriously cant take it to feel nervous till i cant really breathe properly every time im presenting. It's not that scary but it's just uber scary for me when my mind just goes blank when im up there. Like literally white and i cant remember anything. Then my hands will start to tremble which my friends cant see but only i can see. (so weird, maybe i was hallucinating?) And i would zao sia and talk at a higher pitch. Everything bad just comes when im nervous. Okay, i have another presentation tomorrow and im already feeling butterflies in my stomach.

1 last thing to add on, i finally found the determination to finish my I & R! Kudos to my determination! Oh and i handed in yesterday night ok not today! YIPEEEE. Anyway cheryl if you even found time to read this post, go and do your I & R now! You have not much time till the deadline. =D Oh yes, everyone please go for the picnic! You know who you are when i say everyone! And i hope the picnic is not cancelled coz i hear no news about that picnic. D= Okay, byebye!

I dont even understand why we are called friends when you cant even understand 1/10 of me.

Hello~ today was an unexpectedly happy day because for once, my teacher has finally praised me for my OP except for me swaying and yada yada. The past few rehearsals were horrible because i kept screwing up my lines, made few eye contacts and was monotone. There was only one word to describe those rehearsals and it's disastrous. Phew. I felt quite happy coz i was expecting negative comments from my teacher again but it turned out to be the improvements i made! YES! Oh yeahhhhhhhhhh.

Anyway im like addicted to shopping or what coz there's sales now and things can drop to as low as $5 from f21! OMGoodness it's like super addictive when you can buy things at such a low price. (I sound so cheapskate but whatever~ HAHA) Oh, and i also feel happy for someone. =D Press on man! Let me teach you a cheer. Press on! Press on! Press! Press! Press! You can do it man with everyone's help and your willpower and also most importantly God. =D

Oh and there's gonna be a picnic this friday at the botanical gardens! I love picnics~ YAY! Picnics = eat and grow fat. But i still like it. I hope everyone's going so that i can go! And this stupid Mandy i tell her this friday i have a picnic i cant go for buffet she purposely put an alto section outing this friday coz she cant find anything to do this friday. =S Dont know whether is she purposely one or what. HAHAHAHA kidding lah im just saying it here to irritate her if she ever sees my blog. =D If you know me well, i always unintentionally call people stupid (name) so i actually dont mean it! =DDDD

Okay, looking forward to the day where all the dark clouds really float away. Now only a bit float away still have a bit more. Haha ok byebye~~~

Where's your old self? Please bring it back coz we miss it.

HELLO! I'm starting school at 12 noon today! How shiok can that be? WHEE~ But I haven't do my I & R yet which will be due in 3 hours time. =S Anyway im amazed at what God can really do. Every single day, without fail, I would experience God. Don't have to be boomz experiences but just tiny ones would amaze me. Thank God for his grace that I can pass promos and start showing concern for others . =D Thank God that I have 'hot potato in Christ' friends like Claudia who is always there when you need godly advices and a listening ear. HAHAHA. Thank God for Cheryl who's always showing concern for others before herself which in turn brings her to a disadvantage. D= Thank God for all my other friends too because God sure has His reason for placing them beside me.

Okay, and nowadays i found a new way to curb anger! You wanna learn come find me! HAHAHA. I was super angry yesterday, then at night not so angry and this morning not angry anymore. Solution is to stop thinking about it. Perhaps everyone has his or her own reasons for doing things. Just like how you dont understand me, it may just be the same for me where i dont understand how you felt when you said those hurtful words. Oh well, I would find some day to clarify things when both of us are ready to talk.

Anyway, PW is finally ending and i feel sad and happy at the same time. Sad coz my group's awesome. We can crap for the whole of PW period but still produce a reasonably good outcome. I can't believe how we can complete our WR 2 days before the due date when our group's so slack. LOL. Happy because no more doing PW into the wee hours after 11 November. How great can that be?

Okay, after crapping so much you know what? It's time for me to PW again. BYEBYE.