Friday, April 8, 2011
Life's in a mess
Ever since I got back my PW result, every single minute I spend on this earth feels like hell. I mean what did I do to deserve this? My whole group got an A except for me. I put in my fair share of hardwork too. It wouldn't feel so sour if I weren't the only one in the group to get a B. This is the 1st time in my JC life I've felt so depressed coz what we are talking about here is an A level result not some internal school exam's result. If it's a school exam's result, I can still comment things like' This one also not A level result!' Haha, but the brutal truth is YES IT IS AN AN A LEVEL GRADE. However, this incident has also shown me who are the ones that genuinely care for me and who are those that pay only lip service. It's really touching to hear my friends all saying they want to treat me to some food or drinks after knowing my result. (Not that im a cheapskate wanting free food coz i didnt accept their offers) It's also really nice to have friends for me to pour out my sorrows. For that, I still want to thank God from the bottom of my heart for the B grade as through it, I am able to see the concern from my friends and even family members. It's really heartwarming to hear my mum say go appeal lor if you really think there's a chance. I seriously thought she wouldn't allow me to appeal coz we need to pay a fee of $100 which is not very cheap. So, it's still TGIF! Thank God for everything bad as everything happens for a reason! I must and will move on. This may even be a blessing in disguise that motivates me to work even harder for the A's. So everyone who didnt get your desired grade lets all put it aside and move on. Life is certainly not only about PW. There's still so much more things we can do in life. =D Phew after typing this post out I feel so much better. HAHA. So encouraging for myself also. =) I'm not going to let PW defeat me. =DDDDDDD BYEBYE.