hi peeps.i have been updating lately.hmmm.so praise me.haha.XD.anyway i have been slacking again even though i knew i cant.=(i always say i will study this and that 2moro then in the end nth is done.anyway my ah ma is in hospital again because of her big fat bloated stomach full of urine.hope she will be discharged soon.=)Anyway i have not been doing my quiet time lately and i am feeling quite guilty about it.wonder if god wll be angry?maybe not angry but disappointed.=(I sinned a lot by my jealously and always getting angry easily.felt so scared as i may go to hell.after reading a website or sth i felt so scared by watever is written there,so i have decided to devote myself to god in case those things happen to me.*scared*anyway...meeting wif claudia's cell leader is the most correct choice of my life.its so interesting and i somehow clear some of my doubts during tat short talk even though it is very short as i had stated.=PWonder when i can go to a church just saw 1 just now and wanted to go in and have a look.XDDDDD.anyway i am trying a tinnie winnie bit to bring my mother to christ hope tat tinnie winnie bit will increase until 1 day it comes true.HAHA.anyway i blogshopped ALOT this few days to search for some presents for my friends and for myself and felt like a shopping addict.haha.ok i shall plan a timetable for myself to prepare myself for the war(MYE).hehe.i know i can adhere to it.OH YEAH MAN I CAN DO IT!that's about it?ok shall do a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttt of maths now.bye pepo.XD=P=)