In the end,all did not turn out as planned.I planned to get 8 points,and then enter NJC.Yesterday when i did not see my name at the 10 points section,I was really sure my name was going to be at the 8 or 9 points section.ok all this seemed a little too over confidence and thick skinned but i really thought i did well after seeing the number of distinctions for all the subjects being so high except for english.LOL i even thought i had a chance of getting A1 or A2 for english lor.so afterall it was all my imagination.lol.I even dreamt of myself walking up to stage to collect my 8 or 9 points!=( Laugh all you want if you find this funny.Even i find this funny lor.Everyone kept saying that i can go on stage and i myself was so convinced that i really thought i will go up.ok i mean this is kind of stupid coz i got like 8 distinctions 2A1s and 6A2s and then pop out english i got C5.=/ So conclusion is i got 11 points.hai ya!I worked hard for everything except for english so i have no one but myself to blame.So now i am going to work doubly hard for my english.Whenever i see people having the choice of going to my dream school NJC i feel sore and sad.ok i shall not grumble anymore about my results.Anyway i dont know which JC to go!However,i think my first 3 choices will be AJC,ACJC and SAJC.I will also be embarrassing myself by putting NJC as one of my choices,although i know i cant get in for sure.lol.

Quoted from guin's blog again:
I learned that it's better to at least ask for something when you want it. Because there is a chance, no matter how bleak, that you will actually obtain it.

So even though i cant enter NJC i would at least put it as one of my choices so that i would have a chance of obtaining it no matter how bleak the chance it.LOL like copycat.

And i dont know whether it's because im sensitive again or what but i feel as if you are laughing at me.Being happy that i am not able to get my 8 or 9 points and having a "who cares about you?" attitude towards me. Maybe i am sensitive and maybe im not.

Anyway cheryl dont be sad ok?We may be going on separate ways but all of us can still meet up frequently!hehe you can also call me as and when you like and i will tell you funny things.lol.=D

ok after posting this all out i am no longer feeling sad about my results coz like what claudia had said,God has already planned it all out and God will not harm me.So there is always a reason for everything he does and that's why he gave me 11 points.=D whee~im happy once again.lol.I will wait and see the purpose of why God placed me in another school instead of NJC.=D Althought i am still wishing for the tiny chance that NJC will accept me.lol.ok byebye.XD