Sunday, February 28, 2010
Whee~~~I have lots of homework waiting for me to do but i want to blog still.haha.I need to catch up on my maths,chem,econs and hist which is practically everything.I dont understand the redox part of mole calculations,my graph is horrible,i missed out the lecture on south east asia history so i have to go read up on it now and for econs i have to think through a very long time before i get what the teacher is saying.As for homework,i have to do an essay outline and template for history(which i dont know how to do but i have to do it coz im scared of the teacher.=( ),chem tutorial,maths graph tutorial.School is so hectic i feel as if i am dying any moment.HAHA no lah joking!I like to exaggerate to make me sound pathetic and pitiful.=D Anyway i cant be with the fuhua people for the festival of lights coz i will be in a different group from them so even if i join the same activity as them,we will be in different groups.=(
Anyway i feel so guilty because recently i keep ps-ing people.Whether or not they will be alone i will still ps them.However,whenever im alone and i ask people to accompany me,none of them will ps me!Im such a selfish freak nowadays i dont know why.I feel so insecure in my PDG i will just ps the fuhua people so that i can spend more time with my PDG and i would be able to find a fixed clique someday.Now the people im with in my PDG is like anyhow chap one.I see that person alone,i will go and join her so everyday different people to be with and i dont like this.Because there is a risk that i will be alone someday as there are only 17 girls in my PDG so if there is pair work i would be alone if all the girls found a partner.Ai ya!!!!!Anyway im sorry to whoever i ps-ed before for my own interest and i wont ever ps people again.=D
ok the homework on my table is asking me to go over to accompany it so i shall end here.BYEBYE.XD