WARNING: EMO POST BELOW LEAVE IF U ARE FEELING HAPPY NOW.

Im feeling super sad now coz i flunked all my papers. Like seriously all? i wont be so sad if i managed to pass at least one or two but i passed none. =( I studied really hard for this MYCTs especially for maths and chem and history but then now the results are such a disappointment. As for econs i deserve to fail coz i only studied for 1 hour before the exam. zzz. Us and Ss and moreeeeee to come. My maths isnt back yet but im kinda sure it's a U but i am seriously wanting an E for maths so that i can at least pass a subject and wont feel so 'empty'.

Nowadays, i cant find any reason for me to laugh or to be happy coz once i think of my results, i would feel so empty and sad and just want to emo at a corner. LOL. ok this is seriously super emo but i cant help it lah! I've never ever tried failing ALL my papers before so im really traumatised by it. D= Good news is, it gives me the motivation to study really hard for promos so that i will get promoted. Actually... i still laugh in school and it's not that the laughter is not coming from the bottom of my heart but just that right after i finish being happy, i would feel sad immediately and my face would turn expression-less.

I need to handle my emotions well now if not i would remain sad forever. HAHA KIDDING why would i be sad forever. I guess i would be ok in a few weeks' time or maybe in a few days time when i have finally come to terms with my results. =D

Anyway, today during history lesson, this history friend made me super pissed off. ANGRY lor. When i got back my history, i told her i got a U then she was like ohhhhh then when she got back her paper, she got a S so you know what she do? She was like saying right to my face, YES! YES! YES! I got an S lucky i never get U plus i passed my question 2! YES! Erm like so insensitive? Hello? Someone here just got a U for history and u are making a statement like 'lucky i never get U'. Please be more sensitive towards other people's feelings. Even if i pass my test and u fail i also wont shout YES YES YES to your face coz i know it will only make u feel more upset.

ok the oh-whatever emo post has ended. BYEBYE.