Christmas is coming in 2 days' time! Wheeeeee so exciting. Let me hum you my favourite tune. "Christmas is coming the goose is getting fat. Please put a penny in the old man's hat if you havent got a penny then a ha' penny will do if you havent got a ha' penny then god bless you! God bless you! God bless you!" HAHA this song is called caroller's medley. Very cute right! I like the part"the goose is getting fat" especially! HAHA shouldnt it be the turkey is getting fat? I also not sure why they sing goose. Hehe.

Anyway there's choir today and it was quite nice coz we sang no importa la distancia and all of a sudden choir felt homely once more. Okay and i was actually feeling quite lost and empty earlier on coz these few days i have been rotting at home like a bird being caged up and i felt very lonely and sad. I dont even know why im caging myself at home until a while ago when i realised it's actually coz im LAZY. I turned down all my friends asking me to go out and simply gave them a reason im lazy. Then byebye. After staying at home everyday these few days i decided i dont want to be lazy anymore coz it's so scary to realise that you are actually alone when you stay at home everyday, not wanting to go out. Luckily cherry called me just now and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness is gone. If not i would have gone bonkers staying at home everyday.

Oh and i miss claudidu and bimbo loh! I havent met them for 2 weeks already! Anyway im glad for the next 6 days, im gonna be busy like anything, having my fair share of fun in the sun. Phew, finally going out to have fun and not staying at home (just because im lazy!) and wait for depression to come and find me. Tomorrow-caroling, saturday-morning service + caroling and shopping at orchard coz it's christmas! And also coz i have 5 hours break in between the caroling. Sun to Tues-chalet (cell retreat) Wed-christmas party cum sleepover! HAHAHA ok so excting right! Meanwhile i have to finish my homework so that i can have fun. BYEBYE

p/s:I know why im feeling empty already maybe it's coz i havent return my donation envelope and im super guilty and confused!