Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Hello people im here to blog again! WHEEE~ Anyway i just realised my blog posts all sound very childish upon reading it a 2nd time but when im typing it, it feels alright! Okay i think it's coz my tone is just too informal which is good! Blog post is supposed to be informal right? =D
Okay, anyway i just feel like blogging all of a sudden coz im feeling very stressed up over friendship issues. I always get irritated by this person coz she's always doing nonsense to upset me. -.- Like really ridiculous things and make me feel like saying WTH. Why am i even tolerating her nonsense? Plus i already told her what im angry about earlier this morning and she thinks there is nothing wrong in her doing hurtful stuff to me.
So anyway this incident made me realise that im always going on a mood rollercoaster coz of friendship issues. So it's like friends are like everything to me and i place too much priorities on them. HAHAHA so main point is i think this sudden realization is from God you know! Like God is trying to tell me to ask Him to change me during the upcoming encounter camp! Change me and allow me to put God above everything and i will no longer go on a rollercoaster together with my friends' actions. Im really easily affected by friends you know! I dont know how to explain that but it's irritating to me now that im so easily affected. My close friends will know how dependent i am on friends ever since sec 1. Lol.
Yes! So God is really true coz you know why? My cell leader was asking us to ask God for anything and to solve our problems but i cant think of any problems coz i was leading a happy life. Haha then until today did i realise i have a mega huge problem which has been tagging along with me for years. Im gonna rip it out from its bud after the encounter camp and im really going to be a changed person after the camp. =DDDDDD Oh gosh! Cant wait for the encounter camp to come! Im really really excited to see what God can do for me!
BYEBYE peeps. Oh and orientation is coming, i cant wait!