Sunday, July 10, 2011
I feel exceptionally good today after attending church coz it felt like the burden I had been hiding in my heart had finally been surrendered to the Lord. Like phewwwww. This afternoon was quite screwed coz I have no study mood at all. 0%. And I felt like crap seriously. Like why aren't I doing anything it's not like I scored tremendously well for MYEs. And during worship, I cried coz I couldn't take the exam stress anymore. I felt so sick of studying and yada yada. Thank God for Kelly that prayed for me I'm back to normal once again. =D I really like the phrase " God is in control of everything". I really really want to pass my MYEs but if I didn't I'm confident to say that I'll be minimally upset now because I know what I want may not be what God wants. All I need to know is that God has a plan for me and I'll just have to leave everything to Him after putting in my best. Finally a load off my chest.
It's also very nice to tell your troubles to claudia sometimes coz she's always there to listen. Except at times when she has a sian face. LOL. Thank God for the people He has placed in my life who's always there to listen to me whenever I need someone to pour out my troubles too.
Oh well, 4 more months to FREEDOM for about a year. And I shall persevere on till I see the seeds I sow turn into sweet smelling passion fruits. No more rotten fruits and feeling upset over MYEs. Im past that stage. HAHAHA. =D Bye.