Results are back and I'm upset of course. But being upset doesn't change anything. You know? I really really hate to cry because that shows how weak you are and how lousy you are at handling stress. So, I'm gonna stop this emo nonsense. For now, I just have to keep studying and keep the momentum going. I need to pick myself up and stay positive!

I really miss the days when I'm genuinely happy and laughing like a ding dong everyday. So, I think I kinda lost myself and it's time to bring myself back. Kbye.