Thursday, July 7, 2011
When everything comes to naught
I feel so disappointed that all the effort and hardwork I had put in during the June Holidays have produced nothing. I was aiming for at least a D or C for everything and now, I think I might just fail everything. Like come on man, not like I was playing like some slacker during the holiday. Please Lord, I just need to pass all my subjects or maybe Math and Chem coz I really put in my 101% to study those 2 subjects. D= It sucks to have put in so much effort and producing nothing. So much for the efforts to allow ourselves to persevere on by writing 'Study for fruits'. It's like quite funny now to think of it coz where are the fruits seriously? Rotten fruits I suppose.
And also I'm so irritated with my stupid nose that is always having infection. Like it will be super painful at least once a month? And then I'll need an MC to see the doctor regarding my nose and it's a vicious cycle coz I have 7 MCs this year already all related to a flu and fever or a diarrhea.
-.- And now Im on some long term medication to spray some medicine into my nose everyday and hopefully my nose will never ever get an infection again. =D
I've also developed a new habit of studying everyday. Once I never study, I'll feel super guilty. YAY good change. For now, I'll pray hard that my efforts would bear a little fruit and let me just pass. PLEASE.