Warning: Long grumbling post for me to vent my frustration do not read it if you are feeling happy.

40 UP has finally started and I'm finally going to do my prayer walk tomorrow! Excited yet nervous at the same time. Plus a bit irritated. -.- I was the one asking this girl called Pamelyn to do the prayer walk with me and in the end timing had been changed like multiple times and I have to ask her like 1000 times when is the fixed day and timing to prayer walk. Then to my horror, she's already planned the walk with the school councillor without telling me anything about it. Now there's a J1 boy from FCBC also which I know nothing of. How irresponsible is that? If I didn't ask her today I wouldn't be able to join in the prayer walk which I badly wanted to. Zzz no more asking me to do things with her. Then now I'm like the celefare(extra).

Can't stand you being so irresponsible, nonchalant and taking my words like a pinch of salt. Why do I always need to be the one to wait wait wait like as if I'll die without you. We need to talk soon and find out what's the issue here. Meanwhile, I need to pray because maybe it's just me.

Oh and I need to think of ways to bless my pre believing friends using the ibless cards. I hope I can really do something to glorify the Lord and not just sit around in church every week just blessing myself and only me all the time. KKKK bye.