Im utterly ashamed of myself today because I ps my study mates and came home to slack. I only wanted to sleep for an hour before I head to the CC to study but in the end, I slept like a log till 7pm. Horrible or what? I was just sick of studying everyday after school with little progress. Like my studying speed is super WOLS(slow). I can camp at the library for hours with only a wee bit of work done. Maybe it's cos I'm only focusing on one subject such that it made me feel that way? I'm not sure but I'm starting to feel like an engine breaking down soon. *Vrooommmmm eeeeekkkkk eeekk eeeekk* Like my productivity is going downhill.

Anyway yesterday was one of my most upsetting and disappointed day because many unpleasant things just happened one after another. I was so excited to pray for Rebecca's exam and yada yada for my church's 40up campaign and I was really motivated to ask her to come to church. But in the end, her response really came as a shock to me and I really felt like stopping my prayer half way. During the whole prayer, she just kept laughing and making the che sound like she's smirking or something and yayayayayayaya. And I felt quite horrible after that so much so that I don't even wanna see her face anymore. =( I was quite sad about it lah coz I really prayed very hard before I met her but in the end her response was like THIS. Meanwhile I can only continue to pray for her. Oh then later on in the afternoon, there were a string of events happening which made me feel like crap and an insignificant being which I won't mention here. Frankly speaking, I am still quite bothered about everything that happened yesterday.

Blah just feel like crap and shall stop here. Bye.