This is one hugeass long post.

It's christmas! Happy birthday to dearest Jesus. You are forever so loved by whoever believes in you. ;D Yep, it's been a tough and relatively crappy year cos it's A levels year. Whole year do nothing except to study. Weekends burnt because of tuitions and homework and camping in SP to study. And when I say camping it's like 10am-10pm kind, like a crazy mugger. People ask me out to play, I would say I need to study. Nonetheless, I still had my fun times with my friends whether during breaks in school, when mugging with loh suen, going to cell to meet all the people I love, having laksa with claudia or calling cheryl just to talk for hours. (haha maybe only 1.5 hours but still hours. lol) I've gained so much more than I should ever receive this year. And the biggest christmas gift came when my mother decided to come to church finally. I literally teared when I see her clapping her hands during worship. I know she only clapped as a show of respect, but still, I'm so touched by all the things God is working on in my life. I know the time is nearing when she would finally surrender her life to God because she just told me that she would be attending her friend's church again, probably a few weeks later.

Our god is SO SO real, nothing can ever prove that he's not real and not present. He knows us even better than we know ourselves. And probably also loving us more than we love ourselves. I'm obviously worried for A levels results, but I'm choosing to just let Him take over my worries. Whatever results I get, it would all be in his great plan for me. Of course I would feel upset if i did badly but I guess I'll get over it once I enter the university He wants me to enter.

Anyway, this post is just dedicated to God and my friends who have been supporting me throughout this whole year. Hehe here goes.
Loh suen: I seriously won't know how I can survive my A levels period without her. (Said it a lot of times already) She's like so much more disciplined than me, everytime I talk to her she will say 'study lah!' Thank God for her that I cut down my nonsense by half and spend more time on studying. When lunch and dinner time wass our most anticipated time of the day and we would crap and eat and gossip and laugh out loud at the same time. (but we will feel guilty afterwards for wasting time on talking. HAHA.) Best is the lunch time after Chem tuition when we would have math tuition 1.5 hours later. That time is really just talking because there's seriously no time to study and that's always the time I look forward to. HEHE thanks loh.

Cheryl: I think it's funny how we always say everything about our week on the phone and when we finally meet up, there would be nothing left to say. But somehow or another, we would still be able to find things to talk about. It's really difficult to find a friend who can talk about everything under the sun with you and is also always there for her friends in need. And we both know our chao kuan very well. (Our bad habits) Really thank god for putting you in my life, you've really been a huge blessing to to me. Thanks for the many many other things too which I've probably mentioned to you a million times.

Claudia: I really want to thank you for tolerating my nonsense and my insensitivity. Always misunderstanding you, but always forgiven by you even though you are not willing to do it easily. Without you, I wouldn't come to know God and I would be leading such a sad life with no meaning. HAHA and of course your all time nonsense can! Always saying something cute or pulling my fats on my arms. Terrible man. And of course my laksa, xiao long bao and suan la mian mate. Even though we won't be meeting each other frequently anymore cos we are splitting cell, I'm sure we would still be meeting each other to catch up. Right? LOL.

Guin: Although we both know that we are no longer as close that we used to be, still wanted to thank you for being so forgiving. Misunderstood you too and you explained yourself just to let me understand. Anyway just wanna let you know that I still love you and if there's any problems you can still find me. I'm not just a hi-bye friend you know? HEHE.

Shu wennnn: Thanks so much for being so funny! LOL tank your nonsense man! And you always use the word tank I think it's funny also. Hehe thanks for studying with me too and bringing in so much joy into my life. :D

Wang zhe: You've been such a mean friend but I still love you nonetheless. At first I really tak boleh tahan your nonsense but after that when I got used to all that, it was then did I realise that you've actually been a nice and caring friend. The notes you always write to us is so sweet and you've really brought a lot of laughter to me in my JC life. You won't see this post for sure but just wanted to pen it all down in case I forget you many years down the road.

Yanning: Oh my, the nicest person I've ever met in my life? So sweet and all. I've been ponning school like no tomorrow but you still wrote down all my homework for me in a post it, doing corrections for me, lending me your corrections to copy without me asking and just being so nice. I've never really met someone as nice as you and it was quite shocking at first. :/ Thank god for you really.

Cell brothers and sisters: Thank god for the cell He has given me and the time I've spent with them throughout this whole year. Thank god for the bonding sessions after my A's that bonded me with them. Now we are like shou dao pi gu lan. LOL. They've really brought so much fun and laughter into my life. Elijah with the constant lame jokes. The funniest is the town triangle can? I asked' Is this city square mall?' Then he said town triangle. Can don't laugh or not you tell me. Jia yu for always being so nice to everyone, lijie, grace and geena for being so sweet, shaun and leo for being so funny. Ai ya just everyone there and especially kelly who's so patient with us.

You all may or not read this, but just wanted to let all of you know that I love you all so much. I may not have many many friends but I'm more than satisfied with this amount of friends. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense, for my jokes that may not even be funny at times, for my insensitivity, for everything.

Many people would step into your life this whole lifetime, but there's only a few which would leave footprints in your life and you all have left footprints in my life. One whole long mushy post I also cannot stand finish reading it. LOL. K byeeeeeeeee.